Speak For Yourself–a Challenge!

DELIVERED ON LORD'S-DAY EVENING, DECEMBER 9, 1877,

DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,

AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.

"He is of age; ask him: he shall speak for himself." John 9:21

THOSE of you, dear Friends, who were present this morning, will
remember that our subject was "Jesus Christ Himself." [No. 1888, Vol.
23. "Jesus Christ Himself."] We dwelt upon His blessed Person. Our
faith is fixed on Him, our affections are drawn to Him, our hopes all
bend toward Him. Though everything He said or did is precious, yet
Jesus Himself stands first in our judgment. To know Him, to believe
Him, to love Him is the very essence of our Christianity. Tonight we
change our theme. There is an "himself in our text this evening–an
"himself," 'tis true of a much humbler order. How do we each stand for
himself?

Our individuality and the personal responsibilities which fall upon
ourselves in reference to Christ must not be lost sight of. If, for
instance, a spiritual miracle has been worked upon us and we are
obliged to confess. No, if we are delighted to confess that He has
opened our eyes–then we are bound, especially those of us who are of
ripe understanding, who may be said to be of full age–we are bound to
bear our own personal testimony for Him. The allegation and the appeal
may alike apply to each one of us, "He is of age; ask him: he shall
speak for himself." Jesus Christ Himself bore our sins, as we heard
this morning. He gave Himself for us. He served us, not by proxy, but
by personal consecration.

He served us, not by alms doled out pitifully, but by His life
surrendered as a Sacrifice to God cheerfully. If He has thus commended
His love to us, what less can we do in return than bear our own brave,
bold, personal testimony for Him? What a parallel there is between this
man's case and our own. He had suffered from a grievous, personal evil.
He was born blind! So we were born in sin–sin had cast its blindness
over our faculties from our very birth! We shall never forget the
midnight of our nature. We could not see even the beauties of Christ
Himself, though resplendent as the sun at noonday, so blind were we!

This man was personally delivered from his ailment and so have we been
delivered, I trust. I know many here who can say that whereas they were
blind, now they see! You have received, as the blind man did, a
personal blessing, being endowed with sight. The blemish that blighted
your life has been healed! It is not that somebody sees for you and
tells you what he sees, but you see for yourself. It is not merely
imputed to you that you see because you have been told what somebody
else saw. No, you have no proxy in the matter, no sponsor in the
business. You yourself are conscious that a work of Divine Grace has
been worked upon you, whereas you were blind now you see–and you know
it!

The blind man was cured through personal obedience to Christ's command.
He heard a special call addressed to him–"Go, wash in the pool." He
went and came back seeing! And many here present have heard the voice
which says, "Believe and live," and it has come to you, not as a
general exhortation, but as a special direction. You have believed and
you live! You have washed and you have come back seeing! Well now, all
this is personal, therefore your Lord and Master has a right to expect
a personal testimony from you of His power to save! You are of age.
When any ask you, I trust you will speak for yourself. Speak up and
speak out for your Master without hesitancy or fear!

I. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN SAVED MEN ARE POSITIVELY COMPELLED TO SPEAK FOR
THEMSELVES. They must of necessity bear their personal witness. What
else can they do when friends desert them? Father and mother were quite
willing to acknowledge this young man–that he was their son–quite
willing to bear their witness that he was born blind. But they would
not go any farther. They could have gone farther if they liked, but
they were afraid of that sentence of excommunication which the Jews had
already agreed upon–that if any man confessed that Jesus was the
Christ he should be put out of the synagogue.

So, feeling very little compunction in declining to take any
responsibility themselves, for they had great and probably well-founded
confidence in their son's power to take care of himself, they did, as
it were, abandon him. They threw upon him the stress and burden of
giving a plain answer which would have incurred such disgrace. They
backed out of it. They had no wish whatever to become the subjects of
persecution because their blind son had been blessed with sight. The
young man who had been blind must, therefore, do battle, himself, for
the good Lord who had bestowed so great a benefit on him. "Ask him,"
said his parents, "he will speak for himself."

There are times with many young people when their parents, if they do
not frown upon their religion, at least turn the cold shoulder to them
and show no sympathy with their faith or their feelings. Some of us are
rejoiced when our sons are converted. We are not ashamed to stand by
them and to defend them and to protect them whatever may come of it.
But there are fathers and mothers who have no liking for the things of
God and so their children, if they are converted, have a hard time of
it. I have known even some who profess to be disciples of Christ hold
back very suspiciously and leave others to champion the Master's cause
when it has come to a hard push.

In a conversation you expected to hear that old gentleman speak up
bravely for the truth of the Gospel but he did not. You knew he was a
member of a Christian Church, yet he very cautiously held his tongue
for a long time and then quietly said something about not casting
pearls before swine. Probably he had not any pearls, or possibly he was
a swine himself. How else could you account for such awful cowardice?
But some have known in youthful ardor what it is to be compelled to
come out so defiantly as to risk the charge of presumption because
everybody else seemed to be deserting the doctrine! It is their duty to
defend!

It is lamentable how many seem afraid of being compromised. "Ask him;
ask him; he will speak for himself," is their puny pretext while they
prudently retire behind the bushes out of rifle range, never coming
forward unless, perhaps, you should win the victory–when they would
most likely come up to share the spoils. Whenever a man is placed in
such a condition that he finds himself deserted in the battle for
Christ by those who ought to be at his back, then let him disdain
retreat and say right gallantly, "I am of age: I will speak for myself.
In the name of God I will bear my witness." Christian men, however
reserved and backward their natural disposition may be, are compelled
to speak out when they are very much pressed.

These Pharisees took this man and questioned him rather closely. They
put questions to him by way of examination and cross-examination. "What
did He do to you? How did He open your eyes?" And so on. He does not
appear to have been disturbed or disconcerted by the questions. He
acquitted himself grandly. Self-contained, quiet, shrewd,
immovable–his mind was made up and with a thorough mastery of the
situation he was ready for them. He did not hesitate. Well now, I trust
if ever you and I are brought to book and questions are put to us, even
though it is with intent to entangle us, we shall never be "ashamed to
acknowledge our Lord or to defend His cause." Surely we might expect to
be struck dumb if we were ever ashamed to speak of Christ when we are
commanded to do it!

If it comes to a challenge, "On whose side am I?" shall I ever hesitate
to say, "I am with Immanuel, the crucified Savior"? If ever they get us
into a corner and say, "You, also, were with Jesus of Nazareth," oh may
God give us Grace to be prompt and not think twice–"Of course I was,
and of course I am still! He is my Friend, my Savior, my All in All–
and by His Grace I will never blush to acknowledge His name!"
Christians must come out and bear, each man for himself, a clear and
distinct testimony. When others revile and slander our Lord Jesus
Christ, it becomes imperative of us to commend and extol Him.

They said to this man, "Give God the praise. We know that this Man is a
sinner." Then he spoke right gratefully with a heart bubbling up with
thankfulness. "He has opened my eyes! One thing I know, that, whereas I
was blind, now I see." But when they went the length of saying, "As for
this Fellow, we know not from where He is," he spoke up still more
heroically. He turned upon his assailants and shamed them with their
marvelous ignorance, "that you know not from where He is." And he
fought for his Master so cuttingly that they were compelled to throw
away the weapons of debate and take up stones of abuse with which to
stone him! Oh, if they speak ill of Christ, shall we be quiet? Does the
oath make our blood chill and shall we never have a word of rebuke for
the blasphemer?

Shall we hear the cause of Christ denounced in society and for fear of
feeble man refrain our tongue or smooth the matter over? No, let us
throw the gauntlet down for Christ and say at once, "I cannot and I
will not refrain myself. Now the very stones might speak. When my dear
Friend–my best of friends–is thus abused, I must and will proclaim
the

honors of His name." I think Christian people in this country do not
take half the liberty they might. If we speak a word of religion or
open our Bibles in a railway carriage or anything of that kind, they
say, "cants!" They may play cards, I suppose, in a public conveyance
with impunity. They may make night hideous with their howls. They may
utter all sorts of profanities and sing lascivious songs at their sweet
will, but we are cants if we take our turn!

In the name of everything that is free we will have our turn! And every
now and then I like to sing, to their annoyance, one of the songs of
Zion, for they sing the songs of Babylon loud enough to annoy us. Let
us tell them that while we live in a land of liberty and rejoice that
Christ has made us free, we shall no more be ashamed of His testimonies
than they are ashamed of their iniquities! When they begin to sin in
private and blush to utter a lewd word, then maybe the time–no, and
not even then–for us to keep our religion to ourselves. Thus you see
there are times when men– quiet, reserved men–must speak! They will
be traitors if they do not!

I do not think this blind man was at all talkative. The brevity of his
replies seems to indicate that he was a cautious speaker, but they
drove him to it. He was like the stag at bay. He must fight, however
gently disposed. And I think there is scarcely a Christian man or woman
that has been able to go all the way to Heaven and yet quietly hide
himself and run from bush to bush, creeping into Glory. Christianity
and cowardice? What a contradiction in terms! I think there must have
been times when you have felt inclined to say to yourself, "Well now,
cost what it may. I may become an outcast in society–I may be
ridiculed by the rough and I may lose respect among the polite–but for
Jesus Christ and for His Truth I must bear witness." Then has it come
true of you, "He is of age; ask him: he shall speak for himself."

II. We pass on to another remark. IT IS ALWAYS WELL TO BE PREPARED TO
SPEAK FOR YOURSELF. This man was evidently ready to do so. When his
parents said, "Ask him: he shall speak for himself," I think there was
a little twinkle in the father's eye as he spoke–meaning to say, "You
will catch a Tartar. He can speak for himself. We have known him a good
many years while he has been blind and he has always had a pretty sharp
reply for anybody that thought him a fool! If you imagine, now, that
you will get much out of him by way of food for your mirth or fun, you
are mightily mistaken. He will be more likely to spoil you than you to
spoil him."

And as they handed him over to the inquisitors, though they were
unkind, I suppose they did not feel that he was a tender chicken that
needed much of their care. They seemed to say, "He is of age, he has
come to years of maturity; ask him. Only ask him. He will speak for
himself, we guarantee you." And so, indeed, he did! Now I want to have
a band of Christian people here much of that sort–who, when asked
anything about their holy faith can so answer that they are not likely
to be often the butts of ridicule and scorn because they shall prove
more than a match for their adversaries! But how, you will ask, are we
to be prepared to speak for ourselves?

On the outset it is well to cultivate a general habit of
open-heartedness and boldness. We have no need to intrude and push
ourselves into people's way and so become a nuisance and a bore to
them. Far from it! Let us walk through the world as those who have
nothing to conceal, conscious of the integrity of our own motives and
the rightness of our heart before God. We need not to wear armor and
sleep in it like the knights of old, knowing rather that the Truth of
God unarmed is the best apparel. Let us show that we have nothing to
cloak or cover, nothing to disguise or hide–that the Gospel has worked
in us such an honesty and frankness of spirit that nothing can make us
blush, no foe can cause us fear.

Let us tell what we believe as true because we can vouch for its
truthfulness. Let us choke those who laugh at these things, not so much
by our combat as by our character. Let us prove to them that we have a
solid reason for our simple protest–that we have actually received the
Divine Grace in which we earnestly believe! Our words will have weight
when they see that the fruit of our piety accords with the flower of
our profession. There is great power in this manner of answering the
adversary. Take heed however, when you speak, to be sure of your
ground.

This man was. "Whether He is a sinner or not," he said, "I know not."
So he offered no opinion on a subject of which he could not be
positive. But where he had hard facts on his side there was nothing
vague in his statement–"One thing I know, that, whereas I was blind,
now I see." This is an argument which the most astute fool would find
it difficult to answer! As the blind man looked them full in the face
it was enough to bewilder them! And there are some of you in whom such
a change of character has been worked that you could truthfully say, "I
know I am not the man I used to be. My manner of life from my youth is
well known to many, if they would testify. But now God, by the Gospel
of His Son, has opened my eyes, renewed my heart, cleansed my leprosy
and set my feet in the way of peace."

Even those who scoff at the Gospel are, in the cases of many of us,
unable to deny the remarkable and beneficial change it has worked!
There is a moral uprightness, here, about which we need be very rigid.
Put your foot down and say, "No, you cannot misjudge this. You may
philosophize, if you like, but the old-fashioned simple Gospel of the
children changed me and made me love that which before I hated, and
hate that which before I loved. That is a thing you cannot deny. One
thing I know." And it is well, like this man, to have the facts ready
to recite. "A man named Jesus made clay and anointed my eyes and sent
me to the pool to wash. And I washed and I came seeing."

Let them have the plan of salvation, as you first perceived it, very
succinctly and plainly put before them. It is often the very best
answer you can give to those who question in order to carp and discuss
with a view to disparage. Let them have it with the gush you had it at
the time. As the Lord has dealt with your soul, so tell them what He
has done for you! He must be a hard-hearted man who can sneer at the
simple statement of your own conversion. The change it has worked in
you will be a fact which he cannot argue with. Though he should think
you deluded and call you an enthusiast, there is nothing so difficult
for him to grapple with as your candor and confidence. "He opened my
eyes." There is the point! "He opened my eyes! And if He opened my
eyes, then He was of God. God must have been in such a matter as that,
for I was born blind."

With meekness and fear give a reason for the hope that is in you to all
those who oppose you! Christians should at all times, also, be as this
man was–quite ready to bear abuse. "You were altogether born in sin."
I do not suppose the blind man cared one atom what they had to assert
or to insinuate on that score. Their scorn could not deprive him of his
sight! He merely shook his head and said, "I can see. I can see. I was
blind, but now I see. Pharisees may abuse me, but I can see. They may
tell me I am this, that and the other, but I can see. My eyes are
open!" So, child of God, you may often say to yourself, "I may be
ridiculed. I may be ridiculed as Presbyterian, or Methodist, or
Baptist, or Schismatic, or whatever they like–it does not matter–I am
saved! I am a changed man. The Grace of God has renewed me! Let them
call me what they like."

Some people are very sensitive of satire. They shrink from and seem
upset at a jest and what men call, "chaff," grates upon them. What a
baby a man is who cannot brave a fool's laugh! Stand upright, young
man, and when you go back to that drapery establishment show a bold
front. You that go to work at some of the big factories and have been
quizzed and bantered because of your religion, gather up your courage
and say, "Here I am, five feet ten high, or six feet, or whatever else
it may be, and shall I be ashamed to be laughed at for Christ?" Pooh!
You are not worth the boots you stand upright in if you are put down by
their play. I have no doubt many a soldier in the barracks finds it
hard to keep up his spirits when comrades taunt him with scoff and
scorn in their rough way. But after all, dear Friends, should not
common manliness nerve us with fortitude?

When we have got hold of a thing that we believe to be right, we should
be greenhorns to let it go for fear of a giddy prank or a paltry
grimace. Let them laugh! They will be tired of teasing us when they
find out that our temper triumphs over their senseless tricks. Let them
find merriment if they can, poor simpletons. I sometimes feel more
inclined to smile than to be sad over the jokes that are coined at my
expense. Their playful sallies may relieve some of the pitiful sorrows
that light unawares on their lonely hours. Melancholy holds carnival in
this mad world. Ghosts and goblins haunt the merriest brain! What if
for once, now and then, they get a living object for their sport, and
I, myself, become the butt of their buffoonery–there is no fear that
it will harm me–the only danger is that it will hurt them. Be of that
mind, dear Friends, and do not care for any of their silliness.

This man born blind whose eyes were opened was prepared to meet the
Pharisees and speak up for himself because he felt intense gratitude to
Him who had bestowed on him the priceless gift of sight. You see all
through the narrative that though he did not know much about Jesus, he
felt consciously that He was his true Friend and he stuck to Him
through thick and thin. Now, you and I may not know much about our
Lord–not one tenth of what we hope to know–but He has opened our
eyes! He has forgiven our sins! He has saved our souls! And, by His
Grace, we will stick to Him, come what may.

If your gratitude to Him is always at its full heat, I am not afraid
but whenever you are taunted, whenever, at any time, you are put to the
test, you will be faithful to your Friend and able to say with a sound
conscience–

"I'm not ashamed to own my Lord, Or to defend His cause

Maintain the honor of His Word, The glory of His Cross."

III. EVERY SAVED MAN AND WOMAN SHOULD WILLINGLY SPEAK FOR HIMSELF ABOUT
CHRIST. I

have said that you will be driven to it. I have also bid you to be
prepared for it when you are driven to it. But now I have to urge that
you ought willingly to do it. Are we not all debtors to Christ if,
indeed, He has saved us? How can we acknowledge that debt if we are
ashamed of Him? His testimony is–"He that believes and is baptized,
shall be saved." Does the Baptism save us? No, verily, but he that
believes is bound to be baptized that he may thus confess His Lord!
Baptism is the answer of a good conscience towards God. It is the
disciple's grateful response to his Master's gracious call. You know
how it is put–"He that with his heart believes, and with his mouth
makes confession of Him, shall be saved."

I may not lawfully forbear to confess if I inwardly believe. Why should
I? If I owe so much to Him shall I–can I– think of not confessing
Him? I am sure if there were a commandment issued that we were not to
acknowledge our Lord, that we were to tell no man, that we must hide
the secret from kinsfolk, friends and neighbors–to me it would be most
distressing. But He does bid us acknowledge Him and bear our testimony
to Him. We hail the command! We account it most seemly and fitting–and
we cheerfully obey it. Is it not so? How ought we each, willingly, to
speak up for Christ because we, each one of us, know most about what He
has done for us! No one here knows all that He has done for me. I think
I hear you say, "'Tis true, but then you do not know what He did for
us."

No, no–we are over head and ears debtors to Him. Oh, what mercy He has
shown to some of us! If the world could know our state before
conversion it might almost make our hair stand upon end to read the
story of our lives. How the Grace of God has changed us! O what a
change! What a change! Should ravens become doves and lions become
lambs, your pretentious scholars might expound or mystify the
phenomenon in a word or two of Greek terminology. But this conversion
comes across us every day! And scientific men are silent, while
scoffers meet it only to make mouths at it. The change is infinitely
greater than when dry bones are raised and clothed with flesh! When
stones begin to melt and run into streams, it is nothing in point of
marvel to the regeneration we have experienced!

We must talk about it! We know more about it than others and we are
bound to be the honest narrators of the wondrous narrative. The more
individual testimonies are borne to Christ, the more weight there is in
the accumulated force of the great aggregate! If I, in the mass, bear
witness for Christ in the name of you all, saying, "The Lord has done
great things for us whereof we are glad," I hope there is some honor to
Christ and some influence to take effect. But if 10, 20, 30, 50 were to
rise one after the other and say, "The Lord has done great things for
me," and each one were to tell his own tale, how much more conviction
would be worked!

I have heard of a lawyer in the United States who attended a
testimonial meeting among his neighbors. He was a skeptic, if not a
thorough unbeliever, when he entered the place. He sat with his pencil
and paper and took notes of the statements of his neighbors. When he,
afterwards, reviewed the evidence, he said to himself, "Now, if I had
these 12 or 13 persons in the witness box on my side, I should feel
quite sure of carrying my case. I live among them. They are not the
most learned people I ever met with, but they are very honest,
trustworthy people. They are plain spoken and though each one has told
his tale, they all come to the same point and all bear witness to one
fact–that there is such a thing as the Grace of God–and that it does
change the heart. Well," he said, "I am bound to believe it after all
this testimony."

And he did believe, by God's Grace, and he became a Christian! Of this
I am certain–that if Christian people were more often to tell their
testimony to the power of Jesus Christ in their hearts, the cumulated
witness would tell on many a thoughtless mind and multitudes would come
to believe in Jesus! The Holy Spirit delights to acknowledge and bless
such true stories as you can tell! Do I hear one and another of you
say, "They can do without my story"? No, my Friend, I would answer we
cannot dispense with your evidence because the diversities of their
experience are as numerous as the individuals converted, although there
is unity in the operation of the Holy Spirit.

Our Lord opened the eyes of many blind men. He unstopped the ears of
many deaf people. He loosed the tongues of many that were dumb and we
cannot count how many lepers He cleansed. But each patient could tell
you his own symptoms and the minute particulars of his own healing.
Your story, too, has its special interest while it contributes to the
general narrative. At least you would be sorry if it were not so. "The
Lord shall count, when He writes up the people,

that this man was born there." I know you would like your name to be
mentioned, then, and I think it would be worth your while, now, to
mention the mercies you have received in just the manner you received
them.

To speak for myself, I believe that God, in converting me, manifested a
way of His own that exactly suited my need. My case was so like yours
as to produce sympathy, but so unlike yours as to provoke special
gratitude–and thus it was, doubtless, with each one of you. Your
career, your character, your circumstances differed in each instance.
As a great master seldom paints the same picture twice, so the Master
Artist, God, seldom, (I think never), works precisely the same in any
two hearts. There is a difference and in that difference there is an
illustration of the manifold wisdom of God. Therefore we need your
story. Besides, your testimony may touch the heart of somebody like
yourself.

Little Mary over yonder says, "Well, I am nobody, only a nurse-maid.
The Lord Jesus Christ has cleansed me and made me His. 'Tis true, but
you can do without my tale." No, Mary, we cannot. Perhaps your
testimony will exactly suit another little lass like yourself. A little
maid waited on Naaman's wife. Who but she could have told her mistress
that there was healing for Naaman or that he could go to a Prophet in
Israel and be made whole? Tell your story gently and quietly and at
proper times, but let it be known. "Oh," says the old man, "but I am so
feeble. You could dispense with my saying anything." No, father
William, we cannot. You are just the man whose few words have full
weight. You meet, every now and then, with choice opportunities of
leading souls to the Savior.

"I am too old to think about these things," says one. But you might
tell how the Lord has dealt with you in your old age and maybe it will
strike home. Why, you working men, if you were all to speak up for
Christ, as I know many of you do, what an effect would be produced!
What an influence you would have on others like you! Of course, when
they hear us preach, they say, "Oh well, you know, he is a parson. He
says it professionally. It is his business to say it." But when you
tell of what the Lord has done for you, it becomes the talk–it is
repeated over and over again! I know what Tom says when he gets home.
He says to his wife Mary, "What do you think of that Jack that I have
been working with?

"Why, he has been talking to me about his soul and he says his sin is
forgiven him. And he seems such a happy man. You know that he used to
drink and swear the same as I do, but oh, he is a wonderfully different
man now! And I should say, from what I see, there must be something in
it. Well, he asked me home, the other night, and his place is so
different from ours." "There, you hold your tongue," Mary will answer
up pretty sharply! "If you brought your wages home to me regularly
every week, I could lay them out for you better." "Ah," says he, "and
that is what I have been thinking. It is just because he is a religious
man that he brings his wages home, and I think there is something real
about his conversion, do you know?

"He does not drink as I do. He does not mix up with all manner of larks
and follies. I should not have thought so much of it had the parson
spoke to me. But now I really do think there is something good and
genuine in the Grace of God he talks about. You and I had better go
next Sunday evening to the Tabernacle, or somewhere else, and hear
about it for ourselves." Ah, there are many, many souls brought to
Christ in that way! We cannot do without your testimony then, Jack,
because your conversation is suitable to your own class. And you, Your
Ladyship, you say, "I love the Lord, but I do not think I possibly
could say anything in my circle and walk of life." Couldn't you? Ah,
but I am sure you will easily surmount this little difficulty if you
attain a little more growth in Divine Grace!

We had one among us whose rank entitled her to move in an upper sphere
of "society," but her choice enabled her to prefer the humble
companionship of the Church. Her silvery locks, some of you well
remember. She has left us now. She has gone home to Glory. Among the
aristocracy her lot was cast. Yet with gentle, quiet, bland simplicity
she introduced the Gospel wherever she went. Many and many have come to
these pews to listen to your minister, who had never been here but for
her calm, beautiful, unobtrusive, holy life–and the nerve with which,
anywhere, at any time, she could say–"Yes, I am a Christian. What is
more, I am a Nonconformist. And what you will think worse, I am a
Baptist. And what you will think worst of all, I am a member of the
Tabernacle." She never blushed to acknowledge our blessed Redeemer's
name, nor to acknowledge and befriend the lowliest of His disciples.
Her faith you do well to follow! In whatever circle we move, let us
strive to become centers of influence.

Thus have I tried to show you, dear Friends, that each one has a
witness to bear–a privilege to be prized no less than a duty to be
discharged–because a gift you have received qualifies you for a
service you are asked to render. Suppose that the soldier, when he
marched to battle were to say, "I need not load my gun. I need not fire
in the day of battle, seeing that on the right and on the left there
are good marksmen picking off the enemy." Yes, but when you are in

full musketry fire your bullet has got its billet and the billet for
your bullet is not the billet for any other bullet! Therefore let it
go, let it go! We must all fire, Brothers and Sisters! Not some, but
all must fire and our charge must be this, "One thing I know, whereas I
was blind, now I see. Therefore do I bear witness to my Lord. Let who
will, deny it, He has opened my eyes."

IV. Lastly, AS EVERY CHRISTIAN, BEING OF AGE, HAS TO SPEAK FOR HIMSELF,
WE MEAN TO DO IT.

WE MEAN TO DO IT. For my own part, I mean to do so. That which I
believe to be true I have spoken to you from my youth up. I have
offended a good many at times. I shall offend a good many more, I hope,
because that is not a matter I have ever taken into consideration. Is
this true? Is it a necessary truth? Is it essential that it be spoken
plainly and published widely? Away it goes like a hand grenade flung
into the midst of the crowd! May every minister of Christ– and I trust
the rightness of the thing will be more and more recognized–take
courage to speak for his Master! Speak out, never with bated breath,
but in the name of Him that sent him–in the name of God–with a
courage that befits his commission!

A trembling lip and a coward countenance in a minister show him to be
unworthy of the office which he pretends to sustain. We must set our
faces like a flint and bear testimony to the Truth of God–to the whole
Truth of God–and nothing but the Truth as far as God shall teach it to
us. And will not you, my fellow members, and you Christian people here
of all sorts–will you not, also, take up this resolution–"We are of
age and we mean to speak for ourselves"? You cannot all preach. I hope
you will not all try. What a world of tumult and disorder we should
have if every man and woman felt a call to preach! We would have a
Church all mouth and then there would be a vacuum somewhere. There
would be no hearers left if everybody turned preacher!

No, it is not to seek precedence in public assemblies, but to exert
influence in private society that you are called! By a good
conversation, with a speech seasoned with salt, at home among friends,
kinsfolk, or companions–to the dozen or to one–make known what love
has done, what Grace has done, what Christ has done! Make it known!
Make it known among your servants, among your children, among your
trades people–wherever you go, make it known–make it known! Wear your
regimentals wherever you go! I do not like to see a Christian soldier
ashamed to show the scarlet. Oh, no, put it on! It is an honor to serve
His Majesty. If there is anything in Christianity that you are ashamed
of, get out of it!

Do not pretend to believe if you are afraid of betraying your
profession–but if you receive the Gospel and believe it as the
Revelation of God–never blush to admit it, but be brave to avow it at
all times and in all places. "Well," says one, "I am so retiring." I
know you are, Brother. Come, then, drop a little of your modesty and
distinguish yourself a little more for your manliness. Have I not,
sometimes, told you of the soldier who was retiring in the day of
battle, but they shot him for a coward? It will not do to be retiring
when duty shall urge, or where danger shall summon you to the front. I
have heard of a man with the face of a lion and the heart of a deer.
Beware of a too retiring disposition. Disreputable things are sometimes
disguised in polite words and so diffidence may be dastardly and
caution may be cowardly.

Be valiant for your Lord and Master! Play not the traitor's part by
your silence as you would scorn to do it by your speech–

"Ashamed of Jesus?! That dear Friend

On whom my hopes of Heaven depend!

No! When I blush, be this my shame,

That I no more revere His name." Break the ice, then, and speak to
somebody about this blessed message before you go to rest. Will you
resolve to do so? Take care that you defer not till your heart grows
cool and the words you purpose freeze on your lips. No, but do it and
the thing will grow upon you. Presently you will greet the opportunity
as much as you now shrink from the necessity. It will bless your life.
I think it is Horatius Bonar who says–

"He lives long who lives well!

All else is being flung away.

He lives longest who can tell

Of true things truly done each day.

Be what you seem. Live your creed.

Hold up to earth the torch divine! Be what you pray to be made. Let the
great Master's steps be yours. Fill up each hour with what will last.
Buy up the moments as they go.

The life above, when this is past, Is the ripe fruit of life below.

Waste not your being! Give to Him

Who freely gave it, freely give. Else is that being but a dream,

'Tis but to be and not to live."

Dear Friends, some of you who are Believers in Christ have never yet
confessed Him! I hope that you will resolve from this night to declare
yourselves His disciples and become His faithful followers. You are of
age. "Yes," says one, "I am of rather full age, for I am over fifty."
Others of you are older than that and though you are Believers in
Christ you have never confessed Him! It will not do, Brothers and
Sisters. It will not do. It will not do to die with. It does not do to
think of now. When He comes, happy shall they be that were not ashamed
of Him! But when He comes in His Glory with all His holy
angels–trembling shall take hold on those that thought and said they
loved Him but never dared to bear reproach for His name's sake or to
suffer shame for the Gospel! I hope these reflections will make you
very uneasy, and constrain you to say, "Please God, I will join a
Christian Church before this week is over." If you are a Believer in
Christ, I charge you not to trifle with the voice of conscience, but to
pay your vows to the Most High!

Alas! Alas! There are some that cannot speak for Christ in any way
whatever, because they do not know Him! He never opened your eyes.
Never try to talk of matters you do not understand, nor pretend to bear
witness to mercies you have not experienced. Remember the Christ we
preach is not only the Christ of history who was crucified, dead and
buried, but He is a living Christ at this moment, still among us by His
Spirit–changing our natures, turning and guiding the current of our
thoughts and lives, purifying our wishes and motives, teaching us to
love each other, admonishing us to be pure, entreating us to be gentle,
giving us a heart to aspire after those things that are above instead
of groveling among those things that are below!

Now, if you have never met this Christ, you cannot bear witness to His
power. But He is to be found! Trust in Him! He is Divine–He is the Son
of God! His blood is the blood of the great Sacrifice of which Moses
spoke and of which all the Prophets bore witness. He is the last great
Sacrifice of God. Come and trust Him. And when you trust Him, that
trust shall be like the woman's touching of the hem of His garment. No
sooner had she touched Him than she was made whole, for virtue went out
of Him. That virtue still goes out of His sacred Person whenever the
simple touch of faith brings the sinner into contact with the Savior!
May the Lord lead you to believe in Jesus and when you have believed
through Divine Grace, come forward and confess His name! So shall you
be numbered with His saints now and in Glory everlasting!