The Savior’s Silence

The Savior's Silence

(No. 3268)

A SERMON PUBLISHED ON THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 21, 1911.

DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,

AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON, ON LORD'S-DAY EVENING,
OCTOBER 9, 1864.

"But He answered her not a word." Matthew 15:23.

THE diary of a physician, one would think, must necessarily be deeply
interesting. What a variety of cases must come under the doctor's
observation in the course of one year! And some of these must be very
strange cases indeed. The details of their cures, if one could
understand them, and if the doctor would only translate his hard Latin
terms, might be of the greatest interest.

But you need not wish to read them, for you have here, in this Gospel
according to Matthew, the diary of the greatest of all
Physicians–Jesus Christ–who healed all manner of diseases and who met
with cases of the most peculiar and eccentric kind. Our gracious Master
always walked the hospital, for the whole world was that to Him and
wherever He went, His supreme business here below was by touch, or
look, or word to bestow healing on the soul and body. His cures were
gratis–this was something to be admired, but He also journeyed to His
patients! It is generous when the physician treats freely those who
came crowding to his door, but our Master–the Beloved
Physician–traveled to the utmost end of His all-embracing circuit that
He might meet and bless all who dwelt therein. There were some who
lived just over the edge and verge–just beyond the people to whom He
was specially sent–and when He touched the borders of Tyre and Sidon,
the Syro-Phoenician woman came and shared in the healing reserved for
the Jews! This is great comfort for some

of us. However sick we may be, it is Jesus Christ's [Another Sermon by
Mr. Spurgeon upon the same text is #2841, Volume 49–PRAYER–ITS
DISCOURAGEMENTS AND ENCOURAGEMENTS.] great office to heal-it is His

honor to lay hold of the sorely wounded and helpless and restore health
to them. And if by reason of infirmity we cannot come to Him, He is
ready to come to us! And if we will not come by reason of impenitence,
such is the force of His love that He comes unasked. Oh, Jesus Christ,
Master, able to heal a soul impotent or willing, and to work fresh
cures by Your amazing power, come to this great crowd–far mightier
than ever gathered round Bethesda's porch–and let Your healing
Presence remain with us tonight!

Let us now come closely to the case before us. It is quite familiar to
most of us. It was that of a poor woman whose daughter was plagued and
who had come to ask Christ to heal her. In a few pathetic words she
uttered her passionate desire. Our Lord was usually ready to answer at
once–His generous heart overflowed with sympathy and was eager to
gratify the longing soul–but on this occasion, "He answered her not a
word." He went on with His preaching and other works and this needy,
distracted woman was apparently ignored–"He answered her not a word."
That is our topic for tonight.

We shall first, then, have a word to say on, The silence of the Savior.
Then we shall notice in the second place, that Though He was silent, He
was not unkind. And then to finish with, in the third place, that
Though the answer was delayed, this good woman was not discouraged, and
not denied. Let us think, then, on–

I. THE SAVIOR'S SILENCE. Generally, our Lord was like the father in the
parable, eagerly on the look-out for the returning sinner, but here He
seems distant, reserved–and when appealed to, silent! Usually the tear
was waiting to weep in sympathy with those that wept, but now His eyes
are strangely dry and His soul seemed not to be stirred by the mother's
earnest entreaty. Generally, there was no need to ask–He looks upon
distress and like the Good Samaritan is moved with pity and hastens to
help! But here He is sought with tears, entreated with piteous
perseverance, yet "He answered her not a word."

This is more remarkable as we remind ourselves that this woman had a
distinct sense of need. There is no vagueness or cloud as to her
desire. She utters most precisely the yearning of her heart. She knew
what she longed for, and that intensely, and yet–yet she had no
immediate answer! Is not this the case with many of you? You need a
Savior, have cried to Him for months. That little room can witness the
prayers and tears. And since no answer has come, you have said, "It is
because I do not feel my need enough." But that may not be the real
reason at all. Repentance is necessary, but much which is called by
that name is not true repentance. Terrors of conscience are not
repentance–though they may lead to it. And though you may never have
been filled with alarm, yet if you are sorry for sin, hate sin and
would be rid of it, root and branch, your repentance is genuine. The
thing to be enquired of is not quantity but quality. For even deep
repentance is not an absolute essential to salvation–

"All the fitness He requires, Is to feel your need of Him."

Your repentance may be true and your sense of need, deep, and yet you
may have to wait, and wait, and still wait before His peace floods your
soul.

Besides this, this poor woman knew where to come for help. She looked
at the right door. She asked for "mercy, mercy." This was her one plea!
And if we come to God with any other, we know not who we are seeking,
and to whom we are speaking. This woman was deeply humbled with a sense
of unworthiness, but she turned even that into an argument for the
Savior's pity, for the mercy of God. I know there are some who fear
that because they have not heard, "Your sins are forgiven you," that
they have not come to Christ aright. No! This woman came aright and yet
for the present she is kept without a word. If we come to Christ at
all, we do come aright. I have often said, "There is no true coming
which can be wrong." "No man can come unto Me, except the Father which
has sent Me draw him." So if God draws, He cannot draw the wrong way.
Looking for the mercy of Christ, trusting the merits of His sacrificial
death, then you have come and come aright to the door of mercy! And yet
you may for a time not have a word to comfort you.

Yet again, this woman had some clear idea of our Lord's Character. She
calls Him, "Lord." Her first appeal is, "Have mercy." Her second, "Help
me." But in both it is to the Lord she appeals. She had some idea of
His Deity, His Omnipotence, even more than some of His disciples. Nor
need this surprise us. A deep sense of need often reveals to us
Christ's All-Sufficiency. And yet with all this insight into our Lord,
"He answered her not a word." So you may know the Master, sit at the
foot of His Cross and view the flowing of the precious blood. Your eyes
may be familiar with His marred visage, your faith may have beheld Him
exalted on high, and you may have no doubt as to the might of His
Deity, the sympathy of His Manhood and yet though saved, may have no
joy of salvation! Doubtless you shall never see death, but as yet you
have no exhilaration of life.

This woman, too, had a humble but determined faith. Our Lord admired
and extolled this, for He said, "Oh, woman, great is your faith!" She
had faith before her wishes were granted–and we may have faith that
saves and yet have no sweet assurance. There are, I believe, multitudes
who have trusted Christ, who are described by the Prophet Isaiah as,
"walking in darkness, and seeing no light." Many there are who,
believing, have eternal life, but have not yet entered into the peace
and joy that are its fruits. They are saved. They have their
title-deeds, but they do not read them clearly. Heaven is theirs, but
their eyesight is imperfect and so, "the mansion in the skies" is still
in the land of far distances. Christ may have heard you in His heart,
without having answered you in your ear! He may have filed your prayer
in Heaven, but for some reason He may permit you for a time to struggle
without comfort and without light.

Yet once again, notwithstanding all this, she was a soul Christ meant
to bless. There was never a question in His heart whether He would heal
her daughter. He had ordained to give her what she sought–had never
for an instant meant to deny it! It had always been stored for her on
high. He willed once and for all that she should go away in peace. And
so, wearisome nights may have been appointed for you, strong crying and
tears–but keep on, for if God has given you genuine faith, He must
give you eternal salvation unless He breaks His promises–which He can
never do! He must save them who come unto Him through Jesus Christ!
Your business is with His command and when you have obeyed, and
believed on the Lord Jesus Christ, then, even if you weep in the dark,
your tears will be for your spiritual strengthening!

This was my own case for nearly five years. If ever a soul did pray
with anguish, I know I did. I could never rest. God had put the desire
after His son into my heart, and I could never rest satisfied until I
had heard the Father whisper, "You are Mine." Some drops of mercy fell,
but the next day they were all dried up. Sometimes I seized hold of a
promise, but it

appeared to melt away in my hands. Though but a child I turned over His
Word, seeking for something to suit my case, but nothing would come
until God's appointed day had struck–and then the darkness vanished
and light came and I rejoiced in Jesus and the light which only He can
give! Many who are ordained unto eternal life, are yet held back, as
John Bunyan was, for many a day and even years in doubt and perplexity
and trouble! "He answered her not a word." In the second place we see
that–

II. THOUGH THE SAVIOR WAS SILENT, HE WAS NOT UNKIND. He had good
reasons for refusing to give her a word. Here is one. It is His delight
to put faith to the test. Great kings have always had exploits
performed before them for their pleasure. And in order to prove faith's
mighty power, the Lord God even sends it upon strange errands. He
delights to see the daring it can display when relying on His power. He
said to it when but a stripling, "Go and cut off the giant's head!" And
faith did it. He said, "Go and conquer the city and destroy it, and
rush rejoicing over the ruined walls." And faith did it. Again He said,
"Go, and for My sake enter the burning fiery furnace"–and faith did it
and came out unscathed. "Go to the lions' den," said the king–and
faith went and shut the lions' mouths! And our Lord, finding faith
incarnate in this poor woman, puts it to the test. Her faith now has to
struggle with the King, Himself! Be not alarmed! Jesus said, "It is not
right to take the children's bread and cast it to the dogs." And she
answered, "Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from
their Master's table." And so the King tests faith and puts the crown
upon its head as He answers, "Oh, woman, great is your faith!" So with
some of you–seeking Jesus, but not yet finding Him. He knows your
faith but He delays comfort to let men see what that faith will do! And
when that is done, He will disperse the clouds and fill your soul with
rejoicing! I have no doubt the Savior did this, not for His pleasure,
but for her profit. It is good for a man to bear the yoke in the youth
of his faith. The Spartans would never have been a nation of conquerors
if they had not been trained in the school of hardness in their
childhood. They had to smart, struggle and sometimes feel the pangs of
hunger, that in the day of battle they should never retreat from the
strongest foe. So we may have sore temptations to meet before reaching
Heaven and He is hardening us. As the florist takes the plants from the
hothouse into the open air to harden them, so the Lord removes us from
the light and warmth of His loving Countenance and hardens us so that
frosts shall not wither us if they come, by-and-by.

The Savior, too, may have had an eye to the onlookers. Towards us who
this day are the onlookers upon the fine exhibition of this woman's
faith, surely He had a gracious purpose. Surely He did it that there
might be a well of comfort and instruction to troubled souls in ages
past, in this age, and in ages yet to come! Who knows? This woman was
kept for a time in suspense, for your comfort, poor woman, for you,
young man, with your poor despairing soul. "There," He seems to say,
"in this one case I will set an example to all who do not at once get
comfort, that they may see that their faith shall yet prevail. If they
still believe and continue to plead until I come, then shall the answer
be peace." Jesus was not unkind, even in His silence. The last point
for our reverent study is this–

III. THOUGH THE ANSWER WAS DELAYED, THIS WOMAN WAS NOT DISCOURAGED NOR
DENIED.

When she could not get a word, she did not go away and sulk, as some
professed penitents do, but gathered more boldness. She appears to have
come nearer to the Lord, for we read in the 25th verse, "then she came
and worshipped Him." As if standing in the outer circle, she now pushed
through the crowd and came nearer–but not irreverently–she came to
worship. Herein she reads us all a lesson. If we have had no answer to
our pleading, do not give up, but go nearer to Christ! Make it more
solemnly the resolve of your soul that you have real dealings with Him.
Some persons rest satisfied with saying a number of phrases beginning
one way, and ending with, "Amen." I do not like to rise from my knees
until I have had assured dealings with the Master. There are fifty
words to the air, but it is the one word with the Master which effects
our soul's purpose! Lay hold upon the Cross. Put your fingers by faith
into the print of the nails. Thrust your hand in His side and realize
that He is really there! And this shall be your way of obtaining true
comfort. Nor was this all. When she thus came nearer, she cried more
earnestly. The disciples said, "Send her away, for she cries after us."
But her cry came to Him with a plaintive pathos in her words. She wept.
She cried such a cry as a mother wails out over her dying child! It
seemed to hold in it these words, "I must have this blessing! Give it
to me or I die, You Son of David! I am not one who speaks with the
lips, only–my heart cries to You! Hear a woman's heart that breaks
unless You speak the comfortable words to her."

Ah, cold prayers will never open the gates of Heaven–you must go and
knock, and knock, and knock, and knock again if you would make swing
open the celestial portals! You must use the golden knocker not with a
languid tap, but with the loud stroke of one who must get entrance, for
the cold street of the everlasting storm is already falling and if shut
out, there will be "weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth."
Remember how powerfully the Savior, Himself, exhorted to this in His
parable of the importunate friend who needed bread for his friend who
came to him after a journey, and who never rested until he secured it
from his neighbor, though he roused him out of bed at midnight to
obtain it! Homely is the picture, but notable is the meaning and lesson
of it. You must knock, and knock, and knock, and redouble your
blows–take Heaven by storm–for as our Lord declared, "The Kingdom of
Heaven suffers violence," so be numbered with the violent who "take it
by force." The longer you are made to wait, the more earnestly must you
pray– and your prayers will yet prevail!

But I want us particularly to notice that the longer she prayed, the
shorter became the prayer You may generally measure the worth of prayer
by this rule–the longer the worse, the shorter the better. She began,
"Have mercy on me, O Lord, You Son of David. My daughter is grievously
vexed with a devil." That is a good prayer, but the next is shorter.
"Lord, help me!" It is just those prayers that win the day! It would be
well if we remembered to let our words be few when we come before the
Most High. When we get intensely and solemnly earnest before God, we
generally have more thoughts than words, more intensity than sentences.
Some may say, "I cannot pray at all," but if God has given you desire
for His mercy, you can surely pray, "Lord, help me!" That is not too
long for memory or for time. "Lord, help me!" You can pray that before
going to work in the morning, pray it at night, however late you may
return. Some say the Lord's prayer, but I beg you not to do so if
unconverted. How can you say, "Our Father," unless you are saved and
belong to the family of God? What right have you to call Him, "Father,"
unless you have passed from death unto life? Use it when the Spirit of
adoption is yours, but not until then! This is an infinitely better
prayer for you, "Lord, help me!" It makes no profession but of
helplessness. It confesses, "I cannot help myself. I am most unworthy
and most needy. Lord, help me to repent! Break my heart for me. Help me
to believe! To keep me from sin. To serve You and to be like Jesus
Christ Himself." I cannot suggest a prayer shorter or more full of
meaning.

It was not, however, the prayer, but her faith that captured the heart
and commanded the blessing of the Lord! She would not let go her hold
of Him and she would not take, "No," even out of His own mouth! She
knew He must be true. Now, Sinner, Christ has said, "He that believes
on Me is not condemned." If you believe in Christ you are not
condemned. And though the delays to your prayers may seem to say you
are condemned, believe it is seeming only, and that He must and will
keep His promise to save every sinner that trusts Him! Do not let even
your conscience fill you with fear. Would to God you would say, "I will
believe that Jesus Christ died for me. I will cast myself upon Him. I
am black–I believe that He will wash me. I am foul and evil, but I
will believe in Him to create me anew. I have nothing, but I take
Christ to be my All-in-All. Here, tonight, I trust Him, just as I am. I
trust Him to bring me where He is–to dwell with Him forever."

If God enables you to do this, depend upon it, your eternal life is
sure! God help you thus to pray and believe, and before long you shall
go your way and, "according to your faith, so shall it be done unto
you." The Lord dismiss you with His blessing for Jesus Christ's sake.
Amen.

EXPOSITION BY C. H. SPURGEON: MATTHEW 15; PSALM 42.

Verse 1. Then the scribes and Pharisees who were of Jerusalem came to
Jesus, saying– Our Lord had been busily engaged in healing the sick,
and now these pettifoggers came round about Him to try and worry Him.
They were a kind of mosquito swarm to Christ–had He not been a perfect
Man they might have worried Him.

2. Why do Your disciples transgress the tradition of the elders?For
they wash not their hands when they eat bread. "Why do Your disciples
transgress the traditions of the elders?" Generally a good man is held
responsible for the acts of his followers. If they cannot find fault
with Christ, they will find fault with His disciples, who must have
been men of admirable character when even scribes and Pharisees had no
worse charge to bring than the following–"For they wash not their
hands when they eat bread." The Savior must have been gentle, indeed,
to bear with such people as these! It would have given us the fidgets
to have such folks round about us. Here He is, healing the sick, curing
the lepers, feeding the hungry–and these people are talking about
washing their hands! Oh, how many religious people there are that are

occupying their time about nothing of vital importance at all,
questions of washing their hands or something of that kind.

3. But He answered and said unto them, Why do you also transgress the
commandment of God by your tradition? He did not deign to answer their
question, but posed them with another.

4-6. For God commanded, saying, Honor your father and mother: and he
that curses father or mother, let him die the death But you say,
Whoever shall say to his father or his mother, It is a gift to God, by
whatever you might be profited by me; and honor not his father or his
mother, he shall be free. Thus have you made the commandment of God of
none effect by your tradition. They actually taught that a man might
escape the happy duty of succoring his father and mother, surely the
first duty of a son, by saying, "I have dedicated so much of my goods
to the Temple and the worship of God that I cannot afford it." There
are not many in these days that talk that way–they generally cannot
afford to dedicate anything to the Temple because they are keeping
their father and mother! They go the other way but one way or another,
men will, if possible escape from moral or religious duty. Now God
loves not that we should bring one duty to Him smeared with the blood
of another, and for a man to give his money to the Temple which he
ought to have given to his father and mother was a violation of the
strict Law of God, and could not possibly be acceptable to Him. Thus
they made void the Law of God by their traditions!

7-9. You hypocrites, well did Isaiah prophesy of you, saying, this
people draws near unto Me with their mouth, and honors Me with their
lips but their heart is far from Me. But in vain they worship Me,
teaching for doctrine the commandments of men. Christ spoke very
plainly to them. There is no dealing with hypocrites with kid
gloves–these nettles must be boldly grasped and the Savior did so!
Brothers and Sisters, stick to the Scriptures in Doctrine and in
precept– what have you to do with modern thought, the imaginations of
men, the vain thoughts of crazy brains? Hold to God's thoughts, which
are as high above men's thoughts as the heavens are above the earth!
One Word of God is worth a whole world full of the thoughts of men–and
time shall yet show us that it is so. We have but to wait and we shall
see that the thoughts of man are vanity, but the Word of God abides
forever. "And He called the multitude"–one of the finest ways of
rebuking the Pharisees and scribes–He seemed to turn His back on the
gentlemen who knew so much!

10, 11. And He called the multitude, and said unto them, Hear and
understand: that which goes into the mouth defiles not a man; but that
which comes out of the mouth, this defiles a man. Religion stands not
in meats and drinks and divers washings or anything external–it lies
in the heart! It is that which comes out of the heart that is the true
index of the character, not that which is done externally.

12, 13. Then came His disciples and said unto Him, Know You that the
Pharisees were offended, after they heard this saying? But He answered
and said, Every plant which My heavenly Father has not planted, shall
be rooted up. They stand like a grove of trees–men take shelter under
their great knowledge, but God never planted them and, therefore, they
shall be plucked up. And He did pluck them up without ceremony.

14. Let them alone: they are blind leaders of the blind. And if the
blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch. So you need not
trouble to shove them in–just leave them alone, it will come to an
end. There are some forms of error which Christ may denounce, but which
His disciples had better leave alone–there is a ditch ready and
waiting for them somewhere or other.

15-20. Then answered Peter and said unto Him, Declare unto us this
parable. And Jesus said, Are you also yet without understanding? Do you
not yet understand, that whatever enters in at the mouth goes into the
belly, and is cast out into the draft? But these things which proceed
out of the mouth come forth from the heart, and they defile the man.
For out of the heart proceeds evil thoughts, murders, adulteries,
fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies: these are the things
which defile a man: but to eat with unwashed hands defiles not a man.
By-and-by in the Chapter we shall see thousands of people eating with
unwashed hands who would not have eaten at all if it had been
requisite, for them to wash their hands first, for they were in a
desert place! Not but what it is well even to wash the hands and every
other part of the flesh. It should be true of every Christian, "Having
your bodies washed with pure water," cleanliness should always go with
godliness. But this was a mere ceremonial rite, a washing of the hands
whether they needed it or not for form's sake, and the Savior pours
contempt upon it!

21, 22. Then Jesus left there, and departed into the coasts of Tyre and
Sidon. And, behold, a woman of Canaan came out of the same coasts, and
cried unto Him, saying, Have mercy on me, O Lord, You Son of David; my
daughter is grievously vexed with a devil He made a long journey to go
and meet one woman! An instance of how far you and I ought to be
willing to go to save a soul. "And behold a woman of Canaan came out of
the same coasts." She came a little way but He had come a long way.
Perhaps some sinner has come here today. Ah, Christ has come too! The
woman "cried unto Him." Sinners and the Savior will meet, for the
sinners are seeking Him and they will perhaps meet sooner than they
expect. Perhaps she meant to have gone a long journey, but He met her
and she cried unto Him, saying, Have mercy on me, O Lord, You Son of
David."She knew His Deity–"O Lord." She knew His Humanity–"The Son of
David." She knew His royalty, "The Son of David." She had but one
prayer, "Have mercy on me." That prayer suits me very well, too,
today–is it too humble for you? I pity you then. "Have mercy on me, O
Lord, You Son of David."And yet her prayer was not for herself. "Have
mercy on me, for my daughter is grievously vexed with a devil." Many a
mother feels that the greatest mercy to herself would be salvation for
her child. How we are wrapped up in these who are the offspring of our
body! How we desire their salvation! How careful we should be if they
are saved! How should we pray for the children of others, that God
would have mercy on mothers by healing daughters! "But He answered her
not a word." You may pray, and pray acceptably, and yet not get an
immediate answer.

23. But He answeredher not a word. AndHis disciple came and besought
Him, saying, Send her away; for she cries after us.She makes too much
noise. Oh, the poor disciples! "She cries after us." That she did
not–she cried after the Master, not after them! Oh, the big disciples,
how large they are, and how easily troubled. "She cries after us."

24. But He answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of
the house of Israel My mission as a Prophet is to Israel, not to the
Gentiles just now.

25-27. Then came she and worshipped Him, saying, Lord, help me. But He
answered, andsaid, It is not right to take the children's bread, and to
cast it to the dogs. And she said, Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the
crumbs which fall from their master's table. Splendid faith, to make it
out that to heal her daughter would be, after all, to Christ nothing
but to give her a lot of crumbs! She thought so much of Him–He was so
great in her estimation that as much as she valued the healing of her
daughter, she reckoned it to be to His Royal Majesty only as a bit of
dog's food. Oh, splendid faith!

28. Then Jesus answered andsaid unto her, O woman, great is your faith:
be it unto you even as you will Andher daughter was made whole from
that very hour Write, Sir, out a blank check! She may fill it in just
as she likes–there is no limit to what God will give an unlimited
faith! If we limit our faith, then we limit the Holy One of Israel.
"And Jesus departed from there." He had done His business. He is always
on the move and never loiters.

29, 30. And Jesus departed from there and came near unto the Sea of
Galilee; and went up into a mountain, and sat down there. And great
multitudes came unto Him, having with them those that were lame, blind,
dumb, maimed and many others, and cast them down at Jesus feet; and He
healed them. What an assemblage and in the middle of a great hospital!
What a sight for Him to see all these sick people carried like so many
burdens and then laid down at His feet! Cannot we today, each one,
bring somebody? Think of somebody, some friend of yours that is yet
unsaved. Take him on your back, no, carry him in your bosom and bring
him by faith and lay him down at Jesus' feet just now. Who shall it be?
Think about it!

31-34. Insomuch that the multitude wondered, when they saw the dumb to
speak, the maimed to be whole, the lame to walk, and the blind to see:
and they gloried the God of Israel Then Jesus called His disciples unto
Him and said, I have compassion on the multitude because they continue
with Me now three days, and have nothing to eat: and I will not send
them away fasting, lest they faint on the way. And His disciples sais
unto Him, Where shall we get so much bread in the wilderness to feed so
great a multitude? And Jesus said unto them, How many loaves have you?
And they said, Seven, and a few little fishes. And I daresay they
thought, "We shall need all these ourselves!" It was noble on their
part that they were willing to give away all they had–every bit of it,
little fish and loaves and all–none too much for the company, and yet
they parted with all at the Master's bidding.

35. And He commanded the multitude to sit down on the ground. I think I
see Him rising from the place where He sat, and saying, "Now you have
been standing up and you are all hungry, sit down all of you." What a
sight to see them all dropping into their places. According to Mark
they fell into order by rank, by hundreds and by fifties. What a
Commander-in-Chief Christ is! When He makes a banquet it is not a
scramble, it is always orderly, and when there is anything very
disorderly it is generally because Christ is not there–if He is there,
everything seems to fit into its place.

36. And He took the seven loaves and the fishes, and gave thanks, and
broke them, and gave to His disciples, and the disciples to the
multitude. "They did all eat and were filled." I remember a country
Brother putting it, "And they did all eat," which I think is very
likely–they were very hungry, they did all eat–and were filled! They
were ravenous, but they were not stinted.

37, 39. And they did all eat, and were filled: and they took up of the
broken food that was left, seven baskets full And they that did eat
were four thousand men, beside women and children. And He sent away the
multitude, and took ship, and came into the coasts of Magdala. And if
the women and children bore any proportion to most congregations, they
would make a larger number than the men! And then comes the finish,
"And He sent away the multitude." You and I, if we had done this, would
have let them stay for an hour while somebody proposed and somebody
else seconded a vote of thanks for this good dinner that they had had,
but not He! He fed them and then He sent the multitude away and took
ship and came into the coasts of Magdala. May we learn Our Lord's
blessed absence of self-seeking!

Psalm 42. Verse 1. As the hart pants after the water brooks, so pants
my soul after You, O God. Hunted, hot, weary, thirsty. It must drink or
die. You see the poor creature with the big tears in its eyes, with the
sweat distilling from it, moving to and fro as it pants in its longing
for the water, "even so does our soul long after God." I must have my
God! I must die if I have not God. It is the refrain of our hymn, "Give
me Christ, or else I die." It is not verbal. It is the soul that is
panting. And when you grow very weary with the world and very heavy of
heart–yes, and when without any trouble you are led to see the
emptiness of all carnal joys–then is the time when this panting comes.

2. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God: when shall I come and
appear before God?Not sacraments, not sermons, but God! Not books, not
even prayers, but God! Three times He puts it, "for God"–"for the
living God"– "that I may come and appear before God." We could not
pant after an idol or an image, but we do thirst after a living God
that He would come to our living souls. We feel as if we could not live
without the living God. Is it so with you? You shall have your desire!
If for a while He delays, He must come at the cry of His children.

3. My tears have been mymeat day andnight, while they continually say
unto me, Where isyour God?That is a very stinging question and the
enemy knows that and he takes care to put it often to the Christian.
"Where is your God." "My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?" That
was the bitterest bitter in Christ's cup. When our adversaries think
that we are altogether left, and to cry, "Where is your God?" it is not
amazing that we begin to weep until our tears become the salt meat of
every meal. "My tears have been my meat day and night, while they
continually say unto me, Where is your God?"

4. When I remember these things, I pour out my soul in me.You could not
help it. It is not the best thing in the world. Meditation is always
good, but it needs to be done in a wise way, else we may meditate
ourselves into still deeper griefs. "I pour out my soul in me."

4. For I had gone with the multitude. Here were memories which made him
sorrowful, but yet made him hopeful. 4. I went with them to the House
of God.Time was when I had many with me, when I did not stand
alone–when they were glad of my company and I of theirs. I did not go
the wrong way, but I went with them to the House of God. And the House
of God is all the more delightful because of the many that go to it–

"At once they sing, at once they pray They hear of Heaven and learn the
way."

4. With the voice of joy and praise, with a multitude that kept holy
day.And I felt it to be a true holiday. There are some that turn holy
days into holidays. Blessed are they that turn holidays into holy days!
It is, indeed, a great solace for the heart to enjoy Christian
fellowship, and to go with the many to the worship of God. But if he
cannot–if his pathway is to be a lonely one, then let him still trust
in God though I should not wonder that he has his grief.

5. Why are you cast down, O my Soul, and why are you disquieted in me?
As old Master Trapp says, "David tries to talk David out of the
dumps–and he does well." Here were two Davids–David that was down and
David that was up, and David draws David up! So you, too, if you are a
little low tonight, should let your better, godlier self talk to
yourself!

5. Hope you in God. If you cannot do anything else, yet hope. The New
Zealanders call hope "the swimming thought," because when everything
else is drowned, up comes hope at the top of the wave! You cannot drown
hope.

5. For I shall yet praise Him for thee help of His Countenance. Snatch
from the altars of the future fire-brands with which to kindle the
altar of today! "I shall yet praise Him." I am not always going to be
low. I have hung the harp upon the willows, but I have not broken its
strings. I shall take it down again. "I shall yet praise Him for the
help of His Countenance." If He does but look upon us–if He does but
have pity upon us–let us be content with that and abide His time.

6. O my God, my soul is cast down within me. Is it not a blessed thing
that even when he is down, he says, "Oh, my God"? He gets hold of his
God! He has lost his company, but he has not lost his God!
See–"mysoul–"myGod." His God is as much his as his soul is his! He
puts them together–"my God"–"my soul."

6. Therefore will I remember You from the land of Jordan, and from the
heights of Hermon, from the Hill Mizar. Were these places where he was
then wandering? He would remember God wherever he was. He would
remember happier days–seasons long past when he did walk in fellowship
with God. So let us remember how He kept His tryst with us in former
days of sorrow–how He manifested Himself unto us as He does not to the
world! He will do the same now. Let us be of good courage.

7. Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Your waterfalls; all Your waves
and Your biilows are gone over me. They are God's waves and God's
billows, so he will not mind them. Our Father rules the stormiest deeps
and the noisiest depths of the soul only speak as He permits them. Be
of good cheer!

8. 9. Yet the LORD will command His loving kindness in the daytime, and
in the night His song shall be with me, and my prayer unto the God of
my life. I will say unto God my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go
I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?He had tried his
"whys" on himself. Now he comes with his "whys" to his God, and God
will answer him. Our Father permits His children to plead with Him. You
are permitted to say, "O God, show me why You contend with me." And He
will be pleased to let you see the reason, or, if not, to give you
faith enough to be satisfied without a reason.

10. As with a sword in my bones, my enemies reproach me; while they say
daily unto me, Where is your God?Rather monotonous this. "Where is your
God?" is all they can say. They are rather short of wit when they must
always hang on to the same old taunt. If ever you hear of a new heresy,
it is only an old heresy with a new soul put to it!

11. Why are you cast down, O my Soul? And why are you disquieted within
me? Hope you in God: for I shall yet praise Him, who is the health of
my countenance, and my God