Man Unknown To Man
DELIVERED ON LORD'S DAY MORNING, APRIL 14, 1889,
BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"The heart knows his own bitterness. And a stranger does not understand
with his joy." Proverbs 14:10.
YOU lift up your eyes and you behold the stars. Surely, it is no idle
imagination that these heavenly lights are distant worlds. But they are
entirely separated from the inhabitants of this globe. You may peer at
them through the telescope as long as you will, but you cannot enter
into the feelings and pursuits of the dwellers in those worlds. You
know nothing of the nearest planet, nor even of the world's own
satellite. Some look up and declare that they see a man in the moon. It
is the fancy of the ignorant. Others gaze at it till they discover huge
volcanoes. It is the belief of the astronomer. But do what you will,
you cannot enter into conversation with the moon-dwellers.
You cannot sympathize with their politics, nor share their domestic
experiences. There is a great gulf fixed and we who would pass to them
cannot–neither can they pass to us who would come from there. In a
great measure such is our relation to our fellow men. Men are
microcosms, or little worlds–each man has his distinct sphere, wherein
he dwells. We are so many worlds and no one world of man exactly
overlaps another. You cannot completely know your fellow man. All that
you know concerning your fellows–and there is much which we can
know–leaves a great deal as unknown to us as the fixed stars.
There is a bitterness which each man feels alone and a sweetness with
which none can understand. Every man is, in a measure, self-contained.
His being is detached from other beings in certain matters. There are
bonds which unite us to our fellow man, and there is a solidarity about
the race. But for all that, each man is a distinct atom and item and
there are portions of his nature in which he does not touch his fellow
man at all but displays his own individuality and personality. Alone
are we born, one by one. Alone do we die, one by one. Though we shall
stand with the great multitude before the Throne of God, yet that
judgment will be of individuals and the sentence will be passed upon us
one by one.
Heaven will be an enjoyment which the Believer himself possesses–or
Hell a misery which the impenitent himself endures. No one can merge
himself in another man, nor so blend himself with the mass as to cease
to be an individual existence. For weal or woe we are each one launched
on the ocean of life in his own vessel. "Every man shall bear his own
burden."
It is not surprising that we must be, in a measure, unknown to others
since we do not even fully know ourselves. Mysteries exist within our
own bosoms and abysses which we have never yet explored. Their own
personal humanity is to many an utterly unknown land. And none know
themselves so fully as they think. "Man, know yourself," is a precept
much more profound than it appears. If we do not know ourselves, how
shall we know our fellows?
Besides, there are points of individuality in each man which render him
distinct from every other. No two women– although they are born of the
same parents, have been trained in the same home, and have lived
together in close companionship–will be found to be precisely alike.
No man could find his exact counterpart among all the millions of the
race. In some point or points each man is inscrutable by his
companions. Either from one peculiar element which is in him or from
the peculiar proportions in which qualities are blended in his
constitution, each man is a being after his own kind.
How can we know beings so strangely different from each other? Remember
also, that men in their highest and deepest conditions, are remarkably
secretive. The extreme heights and depths lie in darkness. A man may
openly show himself in his ordinary life and "wear his heart upon his
sleeve." But when he reaches a especial grief the waters are still
deep. The keenest griefs cut a narrow but deep channel and as they wear
into the inmost soul they flow without noise. The grief that babbles is
a shallow brook. Silent sorrow is profound. Great misery is dumb with
silence–it opens not its mouth. It is precisely the same in the higher
ranges of joy. When once we soar into the heavenlies we are alone.
As I rode along in the South of France, the driver, turning to me,
exclaimed, "See, there are eagles!" "No," I said, "not eagles, for
eagles fly alone." Seven or eight large birds together might be hawks,
or falcons, or kites but not true eagles. A royal eagle soars alone
into the blue–his mate may bear him company but he has no crew of
comrades around him. The child of God–the true eagle of the
skies–when he rises into the more Divine ranges of his spiritual life
is, and must be, alone. Like their Lord, all saints will have a
winepress which they must tread alone. And even so, they will have a
Pisgah to which they will climb unattended. I marvel not that men hide
those lives which God has hidden in Christ and that their fellows see
not the part of them which lives upon the invisible.
What is the practical use of these facts? We learn, I think first, that
we may not judge our Brethren as though we understood them and were
competent to give a verdict upon them. Do not sit down, like Job's
friends, and condemn the innocent. They, seeing Job covered with sores,
and hearing him speak in bitterness–and knowing that God had taken
away from him his property and his children–rushed to the conclusion
that he was a hypocrite, abhorred of God, and that his heart was
proudly rebellious against Jehovah.
Never a more cruel judgment than that of men who are but half-informed
upon the matter and see before them a great man in adversity, a good
man in dire distress. Had it not been for Job's prayers, they would not
have escaped the anger of God. And yet they had dared to condemn the
patient saint. Why do you sit down and write bitter things against your
fellow man? Be not sure that you can accurately judge any of his
actions. Seen upon its surface and by itself, his act may appear
blameworthy. But the motive behind it, if known to you, might soften
your censure or even win your praise.
Before the great Searcher of all hearts, things are not what they seem.
As our law condemns no man before it hears him, so let us not hasten to
give sentence since we have not yet heard and in all probability never
shall hear, all the ins and outs of his behavior. Well said our Lord,
"Judge not, that you be not judged." Especially judge not the sons and
daughters of sorrow. Allow no ungenerous suspicions of the afflicted,
the poor and the despondent. Do not hastily say they ought to be more
brave and exhibit a greater faith. Ask not why are they so nervous and
so absurdly fearful? No, in this you speak as one of the foolish women
speaks. I beseech you, remember that you understand not your fellow
man.
The next practical lesson is if we desire to show sympathy to our
Brethren let us not dream that this is an easy task. It is not a simple
matter to square two unknown quantities–yourself and your friend. It
would take me long to learn to correspond with the inhabitants of the
planet Mars–in all probability I should never achieve the task. I
doubt not that there are many people so peculiar, both in their sorrows
and in their joys, that I shall no more be able to commune with them in
real sympathy than with the people of the aforesaid planet. Study the
art of sympathy. It is easy enough for a captain of a steam vessel to
lay his ship alongside the wharf. But if I had to do it I would
probably break down the wall of the dock and wreck the vessel, too.
It is not easy to lay your soul side by side with another man's soul.
It is as difficult to do as Elijah did when he laid himself upon the
dead child, putting his mouth upon the child's mouth and his hands upon
the child's hands and his feet upon the child's feet and so, by God's
power, breathing life into the cold form. It is not easy to be
effectively sympathetic–some cannot manifest tenderness even when they
have a mind to do so. I once knew a minister who had never suffered
pain or illness in his life. I was unwell in his house and he most
kindly tried to sympathize with me. He did it almost as wonderfully as
an elephant picks up a pin. It was a marvel that he could attempt a
thing so altogether out of his line.
Many of the trials which are experienced by Christians are sent as an
education in the art of sympathy. Be thankful for that which enables
you to be a minister of consolation to your fellow men. But feel that
in this matter you are yet a learner and will frequently meet with
sorrows and with joys into which you cannot enter.
One other lesson and that is the great one we want all of us to learn.
We all need sympathy. And as it is impossible that we should ever
perfectly obtain it from our fellow men, there remains but One who can
give it to us. There is One who can enter the closet where the skeleton
is locked up. One who is in touch with our unmentionable grief. He
weighs and measures that which is too heavy for us to bear. That
blessed One! Oh, that we may each one have Him for our Friend! Without
Him we shall lack the great necessity of a happy life! A personal
Savior is absolutely needful to each of us to meet our individual
personality. Jesus, alone, can understand with our joy and make it
still more gladsome. He, alone, can understand our grief and remove its
wormwood.
We must each one have Christ for himself. What is another man's Christ
to me? What is the Christ who dies for all the world to anyone in that
world until he takes a personal hold on Him? "He loved me and gave
Himself for me"–that is the point of rest. What joy to touch the nail
print with your finger and to cry, "My Lord and my God"! This is the
heart of the matter. The general doctrine of the Gospel has great power
in it but the sweetness lies in the particular application of it. What
though the city be full of bread? If there is none upon your table you
will starve! What though the coffers of the bank should overflow with
gold? If you have nothing to purchase the necessaries of life, you will
perish in your poverty!
We must have not a national religion but a personal religion. Not a
share in the ecclesiastical privileges of a Church but the
privilege–each one for himself–of becoming a child of God. We must
personally open the door to our Lord and He must enter into us and fill
our entire nature with His Divine indwelling. He must be formed in each
one of us the hope of glory, or Glory will never be ours. Be not
deceived into joint-stock godliness–each man must come into individual
relation with the living God in Christ Jesus.
Having already handled its general principle, we will now come close to
our text in its two parts–the heart knows a bitterness peculiar to
itself. And secondly, the heart also knows a sweetness peculiar to
itself.
I. THE HEART KNOWS ITS OWN BITTERNESS. This is true in a natural,
common and moral sense. I shall, as a rule, confine myself to the more
spiritual application.
"The heart knows its own bitterness." Concerning any man this is true.
The shoe pinches on every foot and that foot only knows where the pinch
is felt by itself. Every shoulder bears its load and that load is its
own. Envy no man. He who seems most happy may be more fit for pity than
for envy. His heart knows its own bitterness. Do not intrude into the
hidden sorrows of any–it is enough for one heart to know its
bitterness. Maybe you will increase misery if you meddle with it. Leave
that alone which you can not relieve. If you can, help, lend your
attentive ear. But if you can not help, keep your finger from the
wound.
Yet in your very quietness feel inwardly a sense of brotherhood. For
since this man's heart has its own bitterness and you have yours, it
proves that you and he are of the same fallen family and both citizens
of that world which brings forth thorns and thistles to all the fallen
race. You are evidently sprung of the same Adam since in the sweat of
your face you must eat bread. You cannot bear another man's burden so
as to take the weight from his shoulder. If a man had to carry a
hundredweight of material upon his back you could take fifty-six pounds
of it for him and he would have just so much the less to carry.
But it is not so with mental and spiritual loads. You may cheer the
heart of the burden-bearer but his trouble is still the same–there is
no dividing his grief. When a heart is full of bitterness you may sip
the wormwood but the cup will still be nauseous to him that drinks it.
We cannot diminish the pain of another's wound even though we should be
wounded ourselves. Rest certain that everywhere throughout this world
every foot has its blister, every shoulder has its sore, every lot has
its crook–every rose has its thorn.
Most solemnly this is true concerning the godless man. Of the
irreligious man–the unbelieving man–it is surely true that, "The
heart knows its own bitterness." In the verse which precedes the text
we read, "Fools make a mock at sin." Why do they? It is to hide the
uneasiness within their bosoms. Why does a man blaspheme? Why does he
sneer at the Truth of God? Why does he say evil things against the
Christ of God? Why does he persecute godly people? Simply because these
good things are a protest against his evil condition. He is disturbed
by them and is vexed by an uneasy feeling within his heart. The boy
going through the Churchyard at night whistles to keep his courage up.
And many of the braggart speeches of infidels are merely an attempt to
conceal the unrest of heart which they would not like to confess. They
are not happy–they cannot be happy. Can a creature be happy at war
with its Creator? Can the breaker of the Law be happy when Justice
pursues his every step? They are ill at ease and we may truly say of
each one of them, "The heart knows its own bitterness." Be not afraid
to approach them with the Gospel–they are more ready to receive it
than we imagine. When they roar most loudly there is little of the lion
about them except the skin. Fear them not. They need the Gospel even
more than other people and their attempt to bully their own consciences
proves that they are somewhat aware of their want. Approach them
without fear and press them home with the Word of the Lord. For this is
true of them, "The heart knows its own bitterness."
Next–how true this is concerning an awakened man! When conscience at
last starts up from its dream. When the Holy Spirit begins to convict
the sinful man of righteousness and of judgment–ah, then, Beloved,
"the heart knows its own bitterness." I could not have told you, if you
had bribed me to disclose the secret, the inward grief I felt when day
and night God's hand was heavy upon me on account of sin. Before I
found a Savior, the agony of my mind was at times indescribable for I
felt the pressure of the wrath of God justly incurred by my iniquity.
That verse which precedes my text, which we read as, "Fools make a mock
at sin," may be interpreted, "Fools mock at the sin offering." Or even
"The sin offering is a mock to fools."
Not only does the fool mock at the sin offering but the sin offering
becomes a vain thing to the fool. Religion refuses to yield comfort to
godless men. I have known a sinner when under deep conviction of sin to
seek the Lord with hunger of spirit and for a while he has been left in
his hunger. He has turned to Jesus for comfort and for a season he has
thought that even Jesus repelled him. It is an awful time with the
heart when it is obliged to confess, "I remembered God and was
troubled."
Have you ever looked to the Cross and even there beheld darkness and
not light? Have you ever heard a voice saying, "You have done despite
to the precious blood and it avails you no more"? That voice is a LYING
voice–but all the same–when it pierces the ear of conscience it
brings on an indescribable agony and then with emphasis, "The heart
knows its own bitterness." Have any of you to whom I now speak at last
come to your senses? And do you wish to escape from the wrath of God
but cannot? Do you feel like a poor worm upon the ground, surrounded by
a ring of fire which you cannot overleap? I am grieved for you, my
Brothers and Sisters. And I am thankful that by such despair men are
brought at last to trust in Jesus.
They are cut off from sin by a terrible discovery of its evil, cut off
from self by utter despair and driven to cast themselves on the merit
of the Savior. Fly to Jesus and you shall be saved. But till you do,
your heart will be filled with a bitterness beyond expression.
Our text is certainly true concerning the backslider–"The heart knows
its own bitterness." The Proverbs appear at first sight to be thrown
together without connection but it is not so–when you come to close
reading you will discover that they are threaded pearls and that they
are in proper position with regard to each other. In the 14th verse we
read– "The backslider in heart shall be filled with his own ways: and
a good man shall be satisfied from himself." So whenever a backslider
goes away from God and plunges into sin you may not dare to think that
he is happy. In his case, "The heart knows its own bitterness."
One of the most bitter experiences is that of one who is awakened to
see his heinous criminality after having known the Truth of God. One
who has enjoyed meetings for prayer and has been accustomed to speak
about his own conversion. One who has labored for the salvation of
others. Has known rapt fellowship with God but has turned aside to
filthiness and dishonored the sacred name by which he was called. To
dive from communion with God into gross sin–ah, it were better for him
that he had never been born! Even in the present anguish of his heart
he will often feel himself set up as a target for the arrows of the
Almighty till they seem to drink his blood.
When the gracious Lord grants him repentance and he comes back, as I am
persuaded he will–he will return with weeping and with supplication
and eat again of the paschal lamb with abundance of bitter herbs. Alas,
even when he is restored and Divine Grace has cleansed the stain, his
old wounds will be sadly apt to bleed afresh. As men that break a bone
in their youth will find strange pains visiting the limb in bad
weather, so do old men feel the sins of their youth in their bones.
Some go softly all their days, because of one grievous fall. Many a
sigh and many a tear will start unawares because of former
transgressions. Even the restored and pardoned heart knows its own
bitterness.
Concerning the tried Believer, this is very true. The afflicted is one
whose heart knows its own bitterness. Brethren, many of the excellent
of the earth are constitutionally sorrowful. Certain of our friends are
always happy, not so much as the result of Divine Grace as the effect
of nature. Some can bear a very much larger amount of pain than others
without being depressed in spirit–this is a great gift. Many plants
flourish best in the sunshine but others love the shade. I have seen a
fern which grows best in drip and gloom. God has made each one for its
place.
Some of the most beautiful flowers in the garden of the Lord grow under
the shade of the tree of life. Bid all those who are timorous and sad
to lift up their hearts and rejoice in God–but oh, do not condemn them
while you encourage them! Cheer them, but do not censure them. The Lord
knows that there may, in each case, be something about the body,
something about the mind, or something about the condition which makes
it far less evil in these persons to be desponding than it might be in
our cases–"The heart knows its own bitterness."
Possibly there may be present among us servants of God who are wading
through rivers of trouble. We do not know. Dear Friends, in the heyday
of our joy how closely we may be sitting to "a woman of a sorrowful
spirit," or "a man that has seen affliction." We little know the
burdens which are bowing our neighbors' backs. Patience gives them
smiling faces but pain wrings their hearts. Great losses and great
crosses fall to the lot of great saints. Sickness is often a means of
Divine Grace–those who have much Grace may be called to endure much
disease. There is a bitterness which some of you can scarcely
understand–it is the loss of beloved children–especially the loss of
an only child.
Call to mind that word of Holy Scripture–"They shall be in bitterness,
as one that is in bitterness for his only son." Evidently this is
singled out as the keenest trial. The widow of Nain was feeling this
grief and this led our Divine Master to bid the bearers stand still
while He made the dead young man sit upright on the bier and then
delivered him to his mother. Bereavement of our loved ones is a heavy
trial. I must add here that your spiritual children can also make you
feel a bitterness of the most intense order. This sorrow I know better
than most men. Ah me–I bow in the dust when I think of those over whom
I watched carefully and lovingly–who have turned against the cause I
love as my own life.
I thought that they would always preach to the glory of our Lord. But
they have denied the faith or sided with those who pervert the Gospel
of Christ. There may be sharper troubles but I deeply pity those who
have to endure them. In proportion as we have loved, we mourn over
Judas when he lifts up his heel against us–and Demas, who quits us for
the present evil world. Cutting to the very marrow of the bone is the
cruel spirit which, in its infatuation with evil, forgets not only the
ties of gratitude but even of common decency. Truly, days have passed
over me in which the plowmen made deep their furrows. But I
forbear–"The heart knows its own bitterness."
You see, then, that in the whole range of human society each heart
knows its own bitterness. And I want to say this to you–the
singularity of sorrow is a dream of the sufferer. You sit alone and
keep silent and you say in your heart, "I am the man that has seen
affliction." But a host of others have seen affliction as well as
yourself. Come down from your elevation of especial woe. Indulge no
longer the egotism of despair. You are but one pilgrim along the well
trod Via Dolorosa. The stairway of grief is never without its
passengers and at their head is He whose name is, "A man of sorrows and
acquainted with grief."
Next, let me say, know your sorrow well. "The heart knows its own
bitterness." It is always well when it does know it. If you can write
down your grief in black and white and describe it to yourself, the
half of it will evaporate. A large proportion of our despondency is
mythical–it is a kind of smoke or mist which will disappear as the
light falls on it. "Why are you cast down, O my Soul? Why are you
disquieted in me?" If you are wise you will press home those two
"whys," till you say to yourself, "There is no reason for being
disquieted–hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him!"
Above all, remember that the cure for bitterness of heart is to take it
to your Lord at once. Remember this word– "In all their affliction He
was afflicted." No drop of gall was too bitter for His mouth–He tasted
death, itself. There is no corner in your heart so dark but Christ has
been in as dark a room as that. All the thorns that pierce your feet
once pierced His head. Go to Him with the full vessel of your woe. "You
people, pour out your hearts before Him: God is a refuge for us." Then
shall you sing for joy of heart. Enough, perhaps too much, upon that
part of the text.
II. I wish I had an hour in which to speak upon the second part of our
subject. THE HEART KNOWS A SWEETNESS WHICH IS ALL ITS OWN. I will go
into one or two of the forms of this sweetness.
You have tasted, many of you, the joy of pardoned sin. Do you remember
when you were, for the first time, sure that God, for Christ's sake,
had forgiven you? Could you tell anybody the joy you then felt? If you
had tried to explain it, you would have been compelled to use your legs
to dance with, your hands to clap with, your eyes for tears of joy and
your countenance for beams of delight, as well as your tongue for
speech! You would have had to speak by signs and gestures, as well as
by words. In proportion as you were burdened before, you felt the bliss
of rest. In proportion as the iron had entered into your soul before,
the joy came leaping into your heart.
You felt as if you wanted every pore of your skin to become a mouth for
song to praise the redeeming Christ. Truly a stranger understands not
with such joy. Only the pardoned know the joy of pardon. I dare say
when you were first saved others said that you were off your head. In
the family it was suspected that poor John was not himself at all. He
was so different from what he used to be. Oh yes, the joy of pardoned
sin is one with which a stranger cannot understand.
Some time after your pardon you knew the bliss of vanquished evil. To
be forgiven was not enough. You longed to be free from the dominion of
sin. I do not know what your peculiar sin may have been, but after a
struggle you overcame it and you felt that the very desire for that sin
was dead–you loathed it now as much as you loved it before. What a joy
that was to you! It was like the triumph of Israel when they had come
out of Egypt and Egypt itself had been overthrown at the Red Sea. The
depths had covered them, there was not one of them left. The mighty
waters swept away Pharaoh and his captains.
Do you remember when the habit of drunkenness went down into the sea?
Do you remember when another vile propensity sank as lead in the mighty
waters? Israel saw the Egyptians dead upon the shore. Then sang Moses
and the children of Israel, saying, "Sing unto the Lord, for He has
triumphed gloriously." No Arabian in the wilderness could have entered
into the joy of Miriam that day. No Edomite in the rock city could have
joined in the ecstasy of the tribes who had newly come up dry-shod from
the depths of the sea. Joy over a conquered evil is a joy worth worlds,
and no stranger can deprive us of it.
Beloved, since then you have known the joy of perfect reconciliation
with God. When the prodigal laid his head in his father's bosom and his
father's kiss was warm on his cheek, he could not have told how happy
he felt. He was as a child which nestles down in its mother's bosom. Or
as a lamb which has been lost amidst the brake and has been found by
the shepherd and carried home. What a joy to be "reconciled to God by
the death of His Son"! I was once His enemy and now I am His friend. He
loves me. With an everlasting love He loves me. I will not attempt to
describe the joy this confidence creates because I should break down in
the endeavor. The only way for anybody to understand the bliss of
reconciliation is to be reconciled himself.
I have told you, I think, the story of the boy at the Mission house to
whom the missionary gave a piece of white sugar. He had never seen it
before and when he reached home, he told his father about this sweet
stuff. His father said, "Is it like so-and-so?" The boy could not
answer his father's questions and so he ran down the street to the
teacher, and said, "Teacher, please give me a lump of the white stuff
for my father. He wants to know how sweet it is and I cannot tell him.
He must eat it for himself." Reconciliation to God has a sweetness in
it which he only knows who enjoys it.
One of the most intense joys I have ever known is the joy of accepted
service. The best picture I can show you of what that joy must be is
Abraham. You have thought of Abraham going up to Mount Moriah with his
son, Isaac, bearing the fire and the knife and the wood. What a heavy
heart the Patriarch carried up that hill! You have sympathized with
him. Will you try to realize his feeling when he comes down from the
mount? Isaac is alive. God has revealed Himself– Abraham is accepted.
The man of God has been proved and he has not been found wanting. What
joy he feels to think that he has not withheld his son, his only son,
from God! He has fulfilled to the utmost the Divine command, painful as
it was. There is no self-righteousness about the old man.
But what an intense satisfaction in feeling God has blessed him now
with a sevenfold blessing, because when brought to the test, he did not
withhold his only son! Now, if you have served God and you have felt
the witness of the Spirit within you–that God has accepted you–your
joy is such as nobody can dampen or diminish. You will not say much
about it for other people would say, "He is proud of what he has done."
But for all that, you know what you know, and are not to be beaten out
of the rest which comes of that knowledge.
Another great joy is that of answered prayer. When the Lord has heard
our petitions and given us the desire of our hearts, what joy fills our
souls! Perhaps it is a personal prayer, like that of Hannah. She sat in
the Sanctuary–a woman of a sorrowful spirit and the Lord granted her
desire–and in due time she came there a glad mother. Samuel was the
reward of the travail of her prayer as well as the travail of her
flesh. "For this child I prayed," said she. With what eyes she looked
at him! There is never such a child as that which comes by the way of
prayer. She added, "Therefore he shall be the Lord's as long as he
lives." This is a joy which a stranger cannot touch at all. It must
also have been a stern joy which filled Elijah when he stood at the
altar after the priests of Baal and their clatter had all failed.
When he stood up and said, "Let it be known, O Lord, that I have done
all these things at Your word." When the live lightning leaped from
Heaven and the sacrifice went up in sheets of flame, then I do not
wonder that Elijah girded up his loins and ran, old man as he was,
before the chariot of Ahab. For God had heard him and he was great that
day. A wonderful exhilaration lifted him out of himself and he could do
anything in the joy of his heart because of his answered
prayer. A stranger to prayer cannot know the joy of its success. He who
knows what it is to wrestle, will understand what it is to prevail.
None can praise God like the man who has prevailed in prayer.
Further, dear Brethren, there is a very extraordinary joy about
usefulness. This is a joy which, thank God, I do know. But unless you
know it, I cannot communicate its sweetness to you. It was but a poor
child, or a humble servant girl, or a working man in his fustian
jacket. But as he took my hand and looked into my face, he said, "God
Almighty bless you! You brought me to the Savior." I get registered
letters containing money for the Lord's work. But the letters which are
most precious are those which tell of conversions from great sin to the
Lord Jesus through the printed sermons. These are my golden wages. If I
say much about this, someone will charge me with blowing my own
trumpet. But truly this sacred bliss is one which the successful worker
has all to himself and a stranger understands not.
You Sunday school teachers and other workers know what I mean. Pray
that you may have more of it! This makes us eat bread in secret–meat
which the world knows not of. Blessed be the name of the Lord who gives
us this choice delight! As a shepherd rejoices when he brings back the
sheep that was lost, so does the winner of souls rejoice with a joy
that he cannot communicate to others when he is the means of saving a
soul from death and covering a multitude of sins.
There is a joy in the heart with which no stranger understands of
another kind, namely, peace in the time of trouble. A painful operation
is needful and the patient hears the sad news without a murmur. I
remember the picture of "the sleep of Argyle" who is to be executed in
the morning and he is found fast wrapped in sweet slumber when the
jailer enters the cell. Remember the martyr who had to be burned early
in the morning but needed to be shaken to awake him? Fancy being shaken
in the morning with, "Get up and be burned"! How blessed to leave all
with the Lord and bear His will with gladsome readiness! To be calm in
the presence of pain, bereavement, slander, ridicule! This is
delightful. The Lord breathes into His people His own peace. Many
saints have their highest joy in their deepest trial–the Son of God is
most with them in the burning fiery furnace.
They are not disturbed in prospect of the worst of evils–their heart
is fixed–trusting in the Lord. God gives them a Divine serenity so
that they can say, "Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither
shall fruit be in the vines, the labor of the olive shall fail and the
fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold
and there shall be no herd in the stalls–yet I will rejoice in the
Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation." The worldling cannot
understand this! The saint is neither careless nor callous. He has both
sense and sensitiveness. And yet he lives apart from burdensome care
and throws aside the fret which otherwise would eat into his heart.
The deeper the waters, the higher our ark mounts towards Heaven. The
darker the night, the more we prize our lamp. We have learned to sing
in the dark with the thorn at our breast. This peace is a blessing with
which no stranger understands–this world cannot give it and the world
to come will not remove it. Nothing can disturb, much less destroy, the
peace which Jesus gave us as His last legacy. It passes all
understanding.
One other joy I must not overlook–it is the highest of all, and that
is the joy of communion with God. About this I hardly dare to speak. If
you have ever read Rutherford's Letters, I will very much judge you by
how you judge them. If you know nothing at all about communion with God
you will say, "The man is fanatical, carried away with rhapsodies. He
almost utters blasphemy at times in his daring language." But if you
have trod the crests of the mountains of fellowship and have bathed
your forehead in the eternal sunlight–you will know that he does not
exaggerate, but that he even falls short of the indescribable bliss of
fellowship with God!
Yes, we even now behold the Invisible and enjoy the Infinite. We pass
the boundary which separates us from Imman-uel's land and enter into
the ivory palaces wherein our Lord does make us glad. When the gales
blow from the right quarter, they carry to us odors from the beds of
spices in the heavenly land and then our abode is, indeed, the hill
Beulah. Do you know what this means? If you do not, I could not tell
you for I should seem as one that talks in a dream. Yet, whether you
know it or not, some of us find Heaven begun below. If you have ever
tasted fellowship with God, then there is a joy, as you know, with
which no stranger understands.
Beloved, if it is so, be much in the enjoyment of these delights! There
is a secret parlor in the house of manhood into which none can go but
yourself and your Lord. Be sure that you enter there! Lock yourself in.
I wish I might do so and never come out again. Why should you always be
moping down in the cellar? If you have a good house, why do you grope
in the basement among the coals and the rats? If there is a room in the
house that has a fine view, make it your sitting room. I remember at
Newcastle a person said, when letting a house, "You can from the upper
window see Durham Ca-
thedral on a Sunday." "Why on a Sunday? Cannot you see it on a Monday?"
"No, because then the smoke of the furnaces darkens the air."
There is a room in my heart from which I can see Heaven at choice
Sabbatical times, when I can get alone with my God and forget the cares
both of the Church and of the world. A glimpse of Heaven is a rare joy.
Why should we not have it often? Come out of the cellar! Come upstairs!
Come to the highest place upon the housetop and look toward the New
Jerusalem–
"Why should the children of a king
Go mourning all their days?" May the Comforter come and cheer us this
morning with that joy which a stranger cannot know!
If you have never known these joys, I pray you seek them for
yourself–each man, each woman. Remember, you must come to God alone,
by the exercise of personal faith and personal repentance. For neither
in your sorrow, nor in your joy can another man exactly fit with you.
Therefore, come alone to the Lord Jesus and come at once. Amen.