The Cause and Cure of a Wounded Spirit
(No. 2494)
A SERMON INTENDED FOR READING ON LORD'S-DAY, DECEMBER 6, 1896.
DELIVERED BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON, ON THURSDAY EVENING, APRIL
16, 1885.
"The spirit of a man will sustain his infirmity; but a wounded spirit,
who can bear?" Proverbs 18:14.
EVERY man, sooner or later, has some kind of infirmity to bear. It may
be that his constitution from the very first will be inclined to
certain disease and pains, or possibly he may, in passing through life,
suffer from accident or decline of health. He may not, however, have
any infirmity of the body–he may enjoy the great blessing of health,
but he may have what is even worse–an infirmity of mind. There will be
something about each man's infirmity which he would alter if he could,
or, if he should not have anyinfirmity of body or of mind, he will have
a cross to carry of some kind–in his relatives, in his business, or in
certain of his circumstances. His world is not the Garden of Eden and
you cannot make it to be so! It is like that garden in this
respect–that the serpent is in it–and the trail of the serpent is
over everything here. It is said that there is a skeleton in some
closet or other of everybody's house. I will not say so much as that,
but I am persuaded that there is no man in this world but has trial in
some form or other, unless God permits them to have their portion in
this life because they will have no portion of bliss in the life that
is to come! There are some such people who appear be have no
afflictions and trials, but as the Apostle reminds us, "If you are
without chastisement, of which all (the true seed of the Lord) are
partakers, then are you bastards and not sons." And none of us would
wish to have that terrible name truthfully applied to us! I should
greatly prefer to come into the condition of the Apostle when he said,
"Most gladly, therefore, will I rather glory in my infirmities, that
the power of Christ may great upon me."
I say again that every man will have to bear an infirmity of some sort
or other. To bear that infirmity is not difficult when the spirit is
sound and strong–"The spirit of a man will sustain his infirmity."
I. Let me, therefore, first of all, try to answer the question–WHAT IS
THAT SOUND SPIRIT WHICH WILL SUSTAIN A MAN'S INFIRMITIES?
Such a spirit may be found, in a minor degree, in merely natural men.
Among the Stoics there were men who bore pain and poverty and reproach
without evincing the slightest feeling. Among the Romans, in their
heroic days, there was one named Scoevola who thrust his right hand
into a fire and suffered it to be burned off in order to let the
foreign tyrant know that there were Romans who did not care about pain.
We have read amazing stories of the patience and stern endurance of
even natural men, for our text is true in that sense, "the spirit of a
man will sustain his infirmity." Whatever it was that was placed upon
some men, they seemed as if they carried it without a care or without a
thought, so brave was their heart within them. Yet, if we knew more of
these people, we would find that there were some points in which their
natural strength failed them, for it must be so–the creature at its
best estate is altogether vanity! David truly said, "God has spoken
once; twice have I heard this: that power belongs to God." And the
strength of mind by which Christian men are able to bear their
infirmities is of a higher kind than that which comes from either
stoicism, from natural sternness or from obedience to any of the
precepts of human philosophy.
The spirit which will best bear infirmities is, first of all, a
gracious spirit worked in us by the Spirit of God. If you would bear
your trouble without complaining. If you would sustain your burden
without fainting. If you would mount on wings as eagles. If you would
run without weariness and walk without fainting, you must have the Life
of God within you–you must be born again! You must be in living union
with Him who is the Strong One and who, by the life which He implants
within you, can give you of His own strength. I do not believe that
anything but that which is Divine will stand the wear and tear of this
world's temptations and of this world's trials and troubles–
"Mere mortal power shall fade and die, And youthful vigor cease,"
but they that trust in the Lord and derive their power from Him shall
press forward even to victory! So then, first, if you would sustain
your infirmity, you must have a gracious spirit, that is, a spirit
renewed by Divine Grace.
Further, I think that a sound spirit which can sustain infirmity will
be a spirit cleansed in the precious blood of Christ. "Conscience does
make cowards of us all" and it is only when conscience is pacified by
the application of the blood of sprinkling that we are able to sustain
our infirmities. The restful child of God will say, "What does it
matter if I am consumptive? What does it matter if I have a broken leg?
My sin is forgiven me and I am on my way to Heaven–what does
anythingelse'matter? Have you not sometimes felt that if you had to
spend the rest of your life in a dungeon and to live on bread and
water, or to lie there, as John Bunyan would have said, till the moss
grew on your eyelids, yet, as long as you were sure that you were
cleansed from sin by the precious blood of Christ, you could bear it
all? For, after all, what are any pains and sufferings that the whips
and scourges of this mortal life can lay upon us–compared with the
terrors that have to be endured when sin is discerned by an awakened
conscience and the wrath of God lies heavily upon us?
Believe me when I say that I would rather suffer such physical pangs as
may belong to Hell, itself, than I would endure the wrath of God in my
spirit–for there is nothing that can touch the very marrow of our
being like a sense of Divine Anger when it comes upon the soul, when
God seems to dip His arrows in the Lake of Fire and then shoot them at
us till they wound the very apple of our eye and our whole being seems
to be a mass of pain and misery! Oh, this is dreadful! But, once
delivered from all fear of the righteous vengeance of God, I can sing
with Dr. Watts–
"If sin is pardoned, I'm secure! Death has no sting beside. The law
gives sin its damning power But Christ, my Ransom, died." Take sin away
and give me a spirit washed in the fountain filled with blood and I can
patiently go through anything and everything, the Lord being my Helper.
The kind of spirit, then, that a man needs to sustain his infirmity, is
one which has been renewed by the Holy Spirit and washed in the
precious blood of Jesus.
Next, it is a spirit which exercises itself daily to a growing
confidence in God. The spirit that is to sustain infirmity is not a
spirit of doubt and fear and mistrust. There is no power about such a
spirit as that–it is like a body without bone, or sinew, or muscle.
Strength lies in believing. He who can trust can work. He who can trust
can suffer. The spirit that can sustain a man in his infirmity is the
spirit that can say, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him. Come
what may, I will not doubt my God, for His Word is strong and
steadfast. Although my house is not so with God, yet has He made with
me an everlasting covenant, ordered in all things and sure." O dear
Sirs, I am sure that if God calls you to do business in great waters,
you will need the great bow anchor with you–you will not feel safe
without it! When the Lord calls you to battle with your spiritual foes,
you will feel the necessity of having upon you the whole armor of God
and, above all, you will need to take the shield of faith, wherewith
you shall be able to quench the fiery darts of the enemy!
So, Beloved, our spirit must be a renewed spirit, a blood-washed spirit
and a belevig spirit if we are to sustain our infirmity.
I must also add my belief that no spirit can so well endure sickness,
loss, trial or sorrow as a perfectly-consecrated spirit The man who is
free from all secondary motives, who lives only for God's Glory, says,
if he is sick, "How can I glorify God upon my bed?" If he is in health,
he cries, "How can I glorify God in my vigor?" If he is rich, he asks,
"How can I glorify God with the possessions which He has put under my
stewardship?" If he is poor, he says, "There must be some advantage
about my poverty! How can I best use it to the Glory of God?" He looks
to see, not how he can comfort himself, but how he can most
successfully fight his Master's battles! A soldier who is in the fight
must not enter into business on his own account. Paul wrote to Timothy,
"No man that wars entangles himself with the affairs of this life, that
he may please him who has chosen him to be a soldier." And the true
soldier of the Cross says, "Up hill and down dale, wet or dry, in honor
or dishonor, all I have to do is to lift on high the banner of my Lord
and strike down the foe. And, if necessary, even lay down my own life
for His sake." The perfectly consecrated spirit will enable a man to
sustain his infirmity,
but a selfish spirit will weaken him so that he will begin to complain
of this and to lament that–and will not be made "strong in the Lord,
and in the power of His might."
So much, then, about the sound spirit that can sustain infirmity–may
the Lord give it to every one of us! How many of us have it? "Oh," says
one, "I think I am all right! I have a sane mind in a sane body." Ah,
yes, but there is another part of you that needs sanity–you need
piritualhealtri! And there are times that will come to you who have
nothing to depend upon but your bodily and mental vigor, and then you
will find you need something more. There will come a trial that will
touch you in a very tender spot and you will cry out, "Oh, what is it
that I need?" You will find that there was an unguarded place in your
harness and the arrow of the adversary has pierced you to the soul. You
must be born again even for the bearing of your present infirmity–even
for struggling through this life you must have a new heart and a right
spirit–or else sometime or other you will find yourself overthrown.
"If you have run with the footmen, and they have wearied you, then how
can you contend with horses? And if in the land of peace, in which you
trusted, they wearied you, then how will you do in the swelling of
Jordan?" What will you do, then, if you have not that Divinely-given
spirit which will sustain your infirmity? When the death sweat is on
your brow, you will need a bettor handkerchief than was ever made by
human hands! And if the Lord your God is not at your side, then, to
wipe the scalding tears from your eyes, what will you do? What will you
do?
II. But now I have to answer a second question, WHAT IS A WOUNDED
SPIRIT? "A wounded spirit, who can bear?" It cannot bear its own
infirmity, so it becomes a load to itself and the question is not, "
What can it bear?" but, "Who can bear it?" "A wounded spirit, who can
bear?"
What, then, is a wounded spirit? Well, I have known some who have
talked about having a wounded spirit, but the wound has been, after
all, a very slight affair compared with the wounds that I mean. One has
been disappointed in love. That is very sad, but still, it is a trial
that can be endured. We have no right to love the creature so much as
to make it our god or our idol. I have known some who have been
disappointed in the object of their ambition and, in consequence, they
have had a wounded spirit. But who are you that you should not be
disappointed and what are you that you should have everything according
to your own mind? Surely, if the Lord were to deal with you according
to your sins, you would have something to bear far worse than your
present disappointment! As to those trials of which a person says,
"Nobody ever suffered as I have done–nobody was ever treated as I have
been," such statements are altogether wrong! There are many others who
have passed through equal or even greater trials. Do not, therefore,
allow these things to fret you and to destroy your peace. Be not like
the Spartan boy who put the fox in his bosom and carried it there,
though it was gnawing at his flesh and eating right into his heart!
There are some people who are so unwise as to make earthly objects
their supreme delight and those objects become like foxes that gnaw to
their soul's destruction!
I will only say this about such wounded hearts as these–there is a
great deal of sin mingled with the sorrow–and a great deal of pride, a
great deal of creature-worship and of idolatry! Depend upon it, if you
make an idol, and God loves you, He will break it! A Quaker lady once
stood up to speak in a little meeting and all that she said was,
"Verily, I perceive that children are idols." She did not know why she
said it, but there was a mother there who had been wearing black for
years after her child had been taken away. She had never forgiven her
God for what He had done. Now this is an evil that is to be rebuked! I
dare not comfort those whose spirits are wounded in this fashion. If
they carry their mourning too far, we must say to them, "Dear Friend,
is not this rebellion against God? May not this be petulance instead of
patience? May there not be very much here which is not at all according
to the mind of Christ?" We may sorrow and be grieved when we lose our
loved ones, for we are men–but we must moderate our sorrow and bow our
will to the will of the Lord–for are we not also men of God?
I will not dwell further upon that point, but there are some forms of a
wounded spirit which are serious and yet they are not quite what I am
going after to speak about. Some have a wounded spirit through the
cruelty of men, the unkind-ness of children, the ingratitude of those
whom they have helped and for whom they have had such affection that
they would almost have been willing to sacrifice their own lives. It is
a terrible wounding when he who should have been your friend becomes
your foe and when, like your Lord, you, also, have your Judas Iscariot.
It is not easy to bear misrepresentation and falsehood, to have your
purest motives misjudged and to be thought to be only seeking something
for yourself when you have a pure desire for the good of others. This
is a very painful kind of wounded spirit, but it must not be allowed to
be carried too far. We should cry to God to help us bear this trial,
for, after all, who are we that we should not be despised? Who are we
that we should not be belied? He is the wise man who expects this kind
of trial and, expecting it, is not disappointed when it comes!
"How"–asked one of a person who had lived through the terrible French
Revolution when almost all notable men were put to death–"how was it
that you escaped?" He answered, "I made myself of no reputation and
nobody ever spoke of me, so I escaped." And I believe that, in this
world, the happiest lot does not belong to those of us who are always
being talked about, but to those who do not know anybody and whom
nobody knows–they can steal through the world very quietly. So do not
be broken-hearted if men try to wound your spirit!
When, 30 years ago, they abused me to the utmost, I felt that I need
not care what they said, for I could hardly do anything worse than they
said I had done! When you once get used to this kind of treatment–and
you may as well do so, for you will have plenty of it if you follow
Christ–it will not trouble you and you will be able to bear your
infirmity without being much wounded by the unkindness of men.
There are others who have been very grievously wounded by sorrow. They
have had affliction upon affliction, loss after loss, bereavement after
bereavement. And we ought to feel those things. Indeed, it is by
feeling them that we get the good out of them. Still, every Christian
man should cry to God for strength to bear repeated losses and
bereavements if they are his portion. And he should endeavor, in the
strength of God, not to succumb whatever his trials may be. If we yield
to temptation and begin to complain of God for permitting such things
to come upon us, we shall only be kicking against the pricks and so
wound ourselves all the more! Let us be submissive to the hand that
wields the rod of correction and then very soon that rod will be taken
from off our backs. There are some who have been greatly wounded, no
doubt, through sickness. A wounded spirit may be the result of diseases
which seriously shake the nervous system. Let us be very tender with
Brothers and Sisters who got into that condition. I have heard some
say, rather unkindly, "Sister So-and-So is so nervous, we can hardly
speak in her presence." Yes, but talking like that will not help
her–there are many persons who have had this trying kind of
nervousness greatly aggravated by the unkindness or thoughtlessness of
friends. It is a real disease–it is not imaginary! Imagination, no
doubt, contributes to it and increases it, but, still, there is a
reality about it.
There are some forms of physical disorder in which a person lying in
bed feels great pain through another person simply walking across the
room. "Oh," you say, "that is more imagination!" Well, you may think so
if you like, but if you are ever in that painful condition–as I have
been many a time–I will guarantee that you will not talk in that
fashion again. "But we cannot take notice of such fancies," says one. I
suppose that you would like to run a steamroller across the room, just
for the sake of strengthening their nerves! But if you had the spirit
of Christ, you would want to walk across the room as though your feet
were flakes of snow! You would not wish to cause the poor sufferer any
additional pain. I beg you, never grieve those upon whom the hand of
God is lying in the form of depression of spirit, but be very fond and
gentle with them! You need not encourage them in their sadness, but, at
the same time, let there be no roughness in dealing with them–they
have many very sore places and the hand that touches them should be
soft as down.
Yet I do not wish to speak only of that kind of wounded spirit, for
that is rather the business of the physician than of the Divine. Still,
it well illustrates this latter part of our text, "a wounded spirit,
who can bear?" But this is the kind of wounded spirit I mean. When a
soul is under a deep and terrible sense of sin–when conviction flashes
into the mind with lightning swiftness and force–and the man says, "I
am guilty." When the notion of what guilt is, first comes clearly home
to him and he sees that God must be as certainly just as He is
good–then he discovers that he has angered Infinite Love, that he has
provoked Almighty Grace and that he has made his best Friend to be,
necessarily, his most terrible Foe! A man in such a condition as that
will have a wounded spirit such as none can bear! Then you may pipe to
him, but he will not dance. You may try to charm him with your
amusements, or to please him with your oratory, but you cannot give him
peace or rest. "A wounded spirit, who can bear?" You know that there
was one of old who said, "My soul chooses strangling and death rather
than my life." And there was another, Judas, who actually did strangle
himself under an awful sense of his guilt in betraying his Lord. Oh, I
trust that no one of you will act as he did, for that were to damn
yourself irretrievably! But I do not wonder that you cry out, "Oh, that
I could hide myself in the dust to escape from the terrors of a sense
of Divine wrath!" "A wounded spirit, who can bear?"
Sometimes the spirit is wounded by the fierce temptations of Satan. I
hope that you do not all understand what this means, but there are some
who do. Satan tempts them to doubt, tempts them to sin, tempts them to
blaspheme. Some dear friends whom I know, who are among the
purest-minded of mortals and whose lives are models of everything that
is devout and right, are worried by the great adversary from morning to
night, scarcely ever waking in the night without some vile suggestion
of Satan or some horrible howling in their ears–"You are lost! You are
lost! You are shut out from mercy forever." They are tempted even to
curse God and die–and that temptation brings a wounded spirit such as
they scarcely know how to bear! Who can bear it? God save you from it,
if you have fallen under its terrible power!
A wounded spirit may also come through desertion by God. The Believer
has not walked carefully. He has fallen into sin and God has hidden His
face from him. Ah, my Friends, whenever you trifle with sin, I wish you
could feel as some of God's true people have done when they have been
restored after a great fall! A burned child dreads the fire and so does
a true child of God who has ever played with sin–he has been brought
back to his Lord, but he has gone the rest of his life with an aching
heart and limping limbs and, many a time in wintry weather he has felt
that his broken bones start and cry out against him with the memory of
his past sins! "Deliver me," says David, "from the sins of my youth!"
And so may some of God's best servants say in their old age. And some
who once were very bright stars, but who have been, for a while,
eclipsed, will never be able to escape from a certain sense of darkness
which is still upon them. "I shall go softly all my years in the
bitterness of my soul," may he say who has once grievously sinned
against God after light and knowledge. Therefore, Beloved, be very
careful that you do not backslide, for if you do, you will have a
wounded spirit which you will not know how to bear.
I believe, however, that some of God's children have a wounded spirit
entirely through mistake. I am always afraid of those who get certain
wild notions into their heads–ideas that are not true, I mean. They
are very happy while they hold those high notions and they look down
with contempt upon others of God's people who do not go kite-flying or
balloon-sailing as they do. I think to myself, sometimes–how will they
come down when their precious balloon bursts? I have often wished them
well down on the level again. I have seen them believe this and believe
that which they were not warranted by the Scriptures to believe–and
they have affected exalted ideas of their own attainments. Their
position was something amazing–they were far up in the sky looking
down upon all the saints below! Yes, dear Friends, that is all very
pretty and very fine, undoubtedly. But when you come down again, then
you will begin to condemn yourself for things that you need not
condemn–and you will be distressed and miserable in your spirit
because of a disappointment which you need never have had if you had
walked humbly with your God.
For my own part, I can truly say that none of the novelties of this
present evil age have any sort of charm for me. I am still content to
abide in the old way, myself always a poor, needy, helpless sinner,
finding everything I need in Christ. If you ever hear me beginning to
talk about what a fine fellow I am, and how perfect I am getting, you
just say, "He's off his head." Please put me in an asylum immediately,
for I must have lost my reason before I could have believed this modern
nonsense! I feel sure that I, for one, shall not suffer any
disappointment in this direction, for I shall keep just where Jack the
huckster kept and say with him–
"I'm a poor sinner, and nothing at all, But Jesus Christ is my All in
All."
Yet I am very fearful for others, for whom there awaits a terrible time
of bondage when they once come back to the place where it would have
been better for them to have stayed. If I were to set up to be a prince
of the realm and begin to spend at the rate of fifty thousand pounds a
year, I am afraid that, in a very few days, I would have the sheriff's
officer down upon me–and I should not be able to pay a penny in the
pound of my debts! I think I would much rather go on in my own quiet
way and keep within my own means, than do anything of that kind. There
are, nowadays, many spiritual spendthrifts who are pretending to spend
money that does not exist–but they will very soon find a sense of
their poverty forced upon them–and their need will come like an armed
man demanding their surrender!
So much, then, upon the words, "a wounded spirit, who can bear?"
III. My time has almost fled, but I need to answer a third
question–HOW ARE WE TO AVOID A WOUNDED SPIRIT SO FAR AS IT IS EVIL?
I answer, first, if you are happy in the Lord and full of joy and
confidence, avoid a wounded spirit by never offending your conscience.
Labor with all your might to be true to the light that God has given
you, to be true to your understanding of God's Word and to follow the
Lord with all your heart. When Mr. Bunyan describes Christian as
meeting with Apollyon in the Valley of Humiliation and fighting that
terrible battle which he so graphically describes, he told us that the
pilgrim remembered, then, some of the slips that he had made when he
was going down into the valley. While he was fighting with Apollyon, he
was remembering in his own heart the slips that he had previously made.
Nothing will come to you so sharply, in a time of sorrow, pain and
brokenness of spirit, as a sense of sins of omission or sins of
commission. When the Light of God's Presence is gone from you, you will
sadly begin to say, "Why did I do this? Why did I not do that?"
Therefore, dear Friends, endeavor as much as lies in you, to live in
the time of your joy that if there ever should come times of
depression, you may not have to remember neglected duties or willful
wickedness!
Again, if you would avoid a wounded spirit, get a clear view of the
Gospel There are numbers of Christian people who have seen the Gospel
just as that half-opened eye of the blind man saw "men as trees
walking." They do not yet know the difference between the Covenant of
Works and the Covenant of Grace. They do not know how a Christian
stands in Christ. Get them to spell that glorious word, Grace, if they
can! Ask them to say it like this–"Free Grace." They will probably say
to you, "Oh Free Grace–that is tautology!" Never mind–give it to
them, tautology or not! Spell it in your own soul–Free, Rich,
Sovereign Grace, and know that you, a guilty, lost sinner, are saved as
a sinner, that Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners, that
in due time He died for the ungodly and that your standing is not in
yourself or in your own attainments, but wholly and entirely in the
finished work of the Lord Jesus Christ! It will often prevent your
getting a wounded spirit if you understand the differences between
things that really differ and do not mix them up as so many do.
Again, you will avoid a wounded spirit by living very near to God. The
sheep that gets bitten by the wolf is the one that does not stay near
the shepherd. Ah, and I have known sheep to get bitten by the dog–and
the dog did not mean them any hurt though he bit them! It has often
happened that when I have been preaching, there has been somebody
dreadfully hurt. Yes, even the Good Shepherd's dog bites, sometimes,
but if you had kept near the Shepherd, His dog would not have bitten
you, for neither the dog nor the wolf will bite those that are near
Him. Let your cry be–
"Oh, for a closer walk with God!" Then will come "a calm and heavenly
frame." But if you get away from holy living and close communion with
God, you may expectto get a wounded spirit.
So much, then, for the prevention which is better then a cure! God help
us all to make good use of it!
IV. But, lastly, suppose our spirit is wounded, HOW IS IT TO BE HEALED?
Do you need that I should tell you that there is only One who can heal
a wounded spirit?''By His stripes we are healed." If you would be
healed of the bleeding wounds of your heart, flee to Christ! You did
once–do it again! Come to Christ, now, though you may have come to Him
a hundred times before! Come now, just as you are, without one plea,
but that His blood was shed for you. Come to Him! There is no peace for
a soul that does not do this–and you will have peace if you will but
come simply as you are and trust yourself with Christ.
If, however, your wounded Spirit should not get peace at once, try to
remove any mistakes which may be causing you unnecessary sorrow. Study
your Bible more! Listen to plain preaching of the Gospel. Let this be
to you the mark of true Gospel preaching–where Christ is everything
and the creature is nothing–where it is salvation all of Grace,
through the work of the Holy Spirit applying to the soul the precious
blood of Jesus! Try to get a clear view of the Gospel and many a doubt
and fear will fly away when knowledge takes the place of ignorance.
Endeavor, also, to get a clear view of your own troubles. We are never
frightened so much by what we know as by what we do notknow. The boy
thinks, as he sees something white, "That is a ghost," and that is why
he is frightened. He does not know what a ghost is–he supposes that it
is something mysterious and he is superstitious–so he is frightened by
the object before him. If he would go right up to it, he would see that
it is a cow, and he would not be frightened any more. Half the fears in
the world have no real grounds and if we could but induce troubled
persons dispassionately to look at their fears, their fears would
vanish! Write them down in black and white if you can, and let some
friend read them. Perhaps, if you read them yourself, you will laugh at
them. I believe that, oftentimes, with regard to the most grievous
afflictions that we have in our mind, if they fretted somebody else, we
should say, "I cannot think how that person can be so stupid." We
almost know that we are, ourselves, stupid, but we do not like to
confess it! I would therefore urge the wounded spirit to look at its
wound–it is of no use to cover it over and say, "Oh, it is an awful
wound!" Perhaps if you would just have it thoroughly examined, the
surgeon would say to you, "Oh, it is only a flesh wound. It will soon
be all right again!" And so, your drooping spirits would revive and
your wounded self would begin to heal.
One thing, however, I would say to one who has a really wounded heart.
Remember Christ's sympathy with you. O you who are tossed with tempest
and not comforted, your Lord's vessel is in the storm with you! Yes, He
is in the vessel with you! There is not a pang that rends the
Believer's heart but He has felt it first. He drinks out of the cup
with you. Is it very bitter? He has had a cup full of it for every drop
that you taste! This ought to comfort you. I know of no better remedy
for the heart's trouble in a Christian than to feel, "My Master,
Himself, takes no better portion than that which He gives to me."
Also let me recommend, as a choice remedy for a wounded spirit, an
enlarged view of the love of God. I wish that some of you who have a
wounded spirit would give God credit for being as kind as you are,
yourself. You would not suffer your child to endure a needless pain if
you could remove it–neither does God willingly afflict, or grieve the
children of men. He would not allow you to be cast down, but would
cheer and comfort you if it were good for you. His delight is that you
should be happy and joyful. Do not think that you may nottake the
comfort which He has set before you in His Word–He has put it there on
purpose for you! Dare to take it and think well of God and it shall be
well with your soul.
If this should not cure the evil, remember the great brevity of all
your afflictions, after all What if you should be a child of God who
has even to go to bed in the dark? You will wake up in the eternal
daylight! What if, for the time being, you are in heaviness? There is a
necessity that you should be in heaviness through manifold temptation,
but you will come out of it. You are not the first child of God who has
been depressed or troubled. Yes, among the noblest men and women who
ever lived, there has been much of this kind of thing. I noticed in the
life of Sir Isaac Newton–probably the greatest mind that God ever made
apart from His own dear Son–the great Sir Isaac Newton, the master and
teacher of the truest philosophy, during the middle part of his life
was in great distress and deep depression! Robert Boyle, whose name is
well known to those who read works of depth of thought, at one time
said that he counted life to be a very heavy burden to him. And there
was that sweet, charming spirit of the poet, Cowper. You all know that
throughout his life, he was like a flower that blooms in the shade, yet
he exhaled the sweetest perfume of holy piety and poetry.
Do not, therefore, think that you are quite alone in your sorrow. Bow
your head and bear it, if it cannot be removed, for but in a little
while every cloud shall be swept away, and you, in the cloudless
sunlight, shall behold your God! Meanwhile, His strength is sufficient
for you. He will not suffer you to be tempted above what you are able
to bear! And if you cannot bear your infirmity because of your wounded
spirit, He will bear for you, both yourself and your infirmity! "O rest
in the Lord and wait patiently for Him." "Let not your heart be
troubled. you believe in God, believe, also, in your Christ." Go away,
you Hannah of a sorrowful spirit, and be no more sad! The Lord grant
His comforts to you, for His Son, Jesus Christ's sake! Amen.
EXPOSITION BY C. H. SPURGEON: MARK9:30-40.
Verses 30-32. And they departed from there and passed through Galilee;
and He would not that any man should know it. For He taught His
disciples, and said to them, The Son of Man is delivered into the hands
of men, and they shall kill Him; and after He is killed, He shall rise
the third day. But they understood not that saying and were afraid to
ask Him. Here is the ruling passion of Christ which was always
prominent throughout His life. Though He has just won a glorious
victory over Satan, He does not stay to congratulate Himself upon it,
but His heart is still away to the Cross where He is to suffer. He is
thinking of His dying for His people, and longing until He shall have
paid the ransom price for their redemption and set them free. Oh, the
heights and depths of the love of Christ! See how steadfastly He sets
His face to go to Jerusalem where He must die. Let us imitate Him–let
us think as much of His passion, now that it is over, as He thought of
it before it was come.
33-34, And He came to Capernaum: and being in the house He asked them,
What was it that you argued among yourselves by the way? But they held
their peace: for by the way they had argued among themselves who should
be the greatest. It was a dreadful descent from communing with Moses
and Elijah on the Mount of Transfiguration to meeting the furious demon
at the foot of the hill–but this looks like a far greater
descent–from the self-sacrifice of the Divine
Master to the petty jealousies and self-seeking of His chosen servants!
Oh, sometimes it makes our hearts sick when we have been almost lost in
rapturous meditation, when we have been taken up well-near to Heaven in
communion with the Lord–and then we have had to attend to some paltry
squabble between two Brothers or two Sisters! It does seem such a
terrible come-down, yet our Lord and Master does not disdain thus to
come down, for in tenderness He deals with these diseases of the sheep
like a good shepherd.
35-37. And He sat down and called the twelve, and said to them, If any
man desires to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of
all. And He took a child and set him in the midst of them: and when He
had taken him in His arms, He said to them, Whoever shall receive one
of such children in My name, receives Me: and whoever shall receive Me,
receives not Me, but Him that sent Me. Perhaps they were jealous of
Peter. Possibly they were even more jealous of James and John. So the
Lord gently pacifies them. He does not impatiently say, "I cannot enter
into your disputes, I cannot be worried with you." Oh, no! But He sits
down and talks with them. I like that picture–it is almost as grand as
the group of Christ and His disciples at the supper table in the upper
room. "He sat down and called the twelve, and said to them, If any man
desires to be first, the same shall be last of all, and servant of
all." That is the way they come to be first, by being willing to be
last and the servant of all! This is the onlyway to get to the front of
Christ's army–he who would be chief, must always be aiming at the rear
rank, willing to do the most humble service and to be the lowest menial
in his Master's service. Only in this way can we rise. In Christ's
Kingdom, the way to go up is to go down. Sink self and you shall surely
rise.
38. And John answeredHim, saying, Master, we saw one casting out devils
in Your name, andhe follows not us: and we forbade him, because he
follows not us. He did it, I daresay, in love to his Master, but not in
the love ofhis Master. He did it, no doubt, with the desire to honor
his Master, but he did not honor his Master by what he did.
39, 40. But Jesus said, Forbid him not: for there is no man which shall
do a miracle in My name, that can lightly speak evil of Me. For he that
is not against us is on our side. Thus the Master had to talk to His
poor disciples after having conversed with Moses and Elijah. Again I
say, what a come-down it was from fellowship with the great Law-Giver
of Israel and with the mighty Prophet of fire, to talk with these
childish men who had fallen out among themselves and fallen out with
other people! O blessed Master, we may gladly hope that You will
commune with us as You did with them! We may also trust that some poor
sinner, even though the devil may be in him, may catch Your eyes of
pity and love–and that You may heal him.