DELIVERED ON LORD'S-DAY MORNING, MAY 23, 1880,
BY C. H. SPURGEON,
AT THE METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"The disciple whom Jesus loved; who also leaned on His breast at
supper." John 21:20.
Our Lord loved all His disciples–"having loved His own which were in
the world, He loved them unto the end." He said to all the Apostles, "I
call you not servants; for the servant knows not what his Lord does:
but I have called you Friends; for all things that I have heard of My
Father I have made known unto you." And yet within that circle of love
there was an innermost place in which the beloved John was favored to
dwell. Upon the mountain of the Savior's love there was a knoll a
little higher than the rest of the mountain and there John was made to
stand, nearest to his Lord. Let us not, because John was specially
loved, think less, even in the slightest degree, of the love which
Jesus Christ gave forth to the rest of His chosen. I take it, Brothers
and Sisters, that those who display an extraordinary love to one are
all the more capable of great affection to many and, therefore, because
Jesus loved John most, I have an enhanced estimate of His love to the
other disciples.
It is not for a moment to be supposed that any one suffered from His
supreme friendship for John. John was raised and they were not lowered,
but raised with him. All Believers are the dear objects of the Savior's
choice, the purchase of His blood, His portion and inheritance, the
jewels of His crown. If, in John's case, one is greater in love than
another, yet all are eminently great and, therefore, if it should so
happen that you dare not hope to reach the height of John and cannot
look to be distinguished above others as "the disciple whom Jesus
loved," yet be very thankful to be among the brotherhood who can each
say, "He loved me, and gave Himself for me." If you have not attained
unto the first three, be happy to belong to the host of those who
follow the Son of David.
It is a matchless privilege and an unspeakable honor to enjoy the love
of Jesus, even if you march among the rank and file of the armies of
love. Our Lord's love to each of us has in it heights immeasurable and
depths unfathomable. It passes knowledge. Yet would I not utter this
word of good cheer to make you remain at ease in a low state of
Grace–far rather would I excite you to rise to the highest point of
love–for if already the Lord has loved you with an everlasting love,
if already He has chosen you and called you and kept you and instructed
you and forgiven you and manifested Himself to you, why should you not
hope that another step or two may yet be taken and that you may climb
to the very highest eminence? Why should you not, before long, be
styled like Daniel, a "man greatly beloved"? Or like John, "that
disciple whom Jesus loved"?
To be loved as John was, with a special love, is an innermost form of
that same Grace with which all Believers have been favored. You must
not imagine, when I try to exhibit some of the lovable traits of John's
character, that I would have you infer that the love of Christ went
forth towards John in any other way than according to the Law of Grace,
for whatever there was that was lovable in John it was worked in him by
the Grace of God. Under the Law of Works John would have been as surely
condemned as any of us and there was nothing legally deserving in John.
Grace made him to differ, just as truly as Grace separates the vilest
sinner from among the ungodly. Though it is granted that there were
certain natural characteristics which made him amiable, yet God is the
creator of all that is estimable in man and it was not till the natural
had been, by Grace, transformed and transfigured into the spiritual
that these things became the subject of the complacency of Christ
Jesus.
Brethren, we do not speak of John today as if he were loved because of
his works, or stood higher in the heart of Christ on the ground of
personal merit, of which John might glory. He, like all the rest of his
brethren, was loved of Jesus because Jesus is all love and chose to set
His heart upon him. Our Lord exercised a sovereignty of love and chose
John for His own name's sake. And yet, at the same time, there was
created in John much that was a fit object for the love of
Christ. The love of Jesus was shed abroad in John's heart and thus John
himself was made fragrant with delightful odors. It was all of
Grace–the supposition of anything else is out of place! I look upon
this special form of our Lord's love as one of those "best gifts" which
we are bid earnestly to covet–but most emphatically a gift and not a
wage or a purchasable commodity.
Love is not bought. It never talks of price or claim. Its atmosphere is
free favor. "If a man would give all the substance of his house for
love, it would be utterly despised." The most supreme love is to be
sought for, then, after the analogy of Grace, as gracious men seek
greater Grace and not as legalists chaffer and bargain for reward and
desert. If ever we reach the upper chambers of Love's palace, Love,
herself must lead us up the stairs! Yes, and be to our willing feet the
staircase itself. O for the help of the Holy Spirit while we speak upon
such a theme!
I. And now, to come nearer to the text, first, dear Friends, LET US
CONSIDER THE NAME ITSELF–"The disciple whom Jesus loved." Our first
observation upon it is–it is a name which John gives to himself. I
think he repeats it five times. No other writer calls John, "the
disciple whom Jesus loved." John has thus surnamed himself and all the
early writers recognize him under that title. Do not suspect him,
however, of egotism. It is one of the instances in which egotism is
quite out of the question. Naturally, you and I would be rather slow to
take such a title, even if we felt it belonged to us because we would
be jealous for our reputation and be afraid of being thought
presumptuous. But with a sweet naivete which makes him quite forget
himself, John took the name which he knew most accurately described
him, whether others quibbled at it or not.
So far from there being any pride in it, it just shows the simplicity
of his spirit, the openness, the transparency of his character and his
complete self-forgetfulness. Knowing it to be the truth, he does not
hesitate to say it. He was sure that Jesus loved him better than others
and, though he marveled at it more than anyone else, yet he so rejoiced
in the fact that he could not help publishing it, whatever the
consequences might be. Often there is a deal more pride in not
witnessing to what God has done for us than in speaking of it.
Everything depends upon the spirit which moves us. I have heard a
Brother with the deepest humility speak with full assurance of the
Divine love and while some have thought that he was presumptuous, I
have felt within myself that his positive testimony was perfectly
consistent with the deepest humility and that it was his simple modesty
which made the man so utterly forget himself as to run the risk of
being thought forward and egotistical.
He was thinking of how he should glorify God and the appearance of
glorifying himself did not alarm him, for he had forgotten himself in
his Master. I wish we could bear to be laughed at as proud for our
Lord's sake. We shall never have John's name till, like John, we dare
wear it without a blush. It is a name in which John hides himself. He
is very wary of mentioning John. He speaks of "another disciple," and,
"that other disciple," and then, of "that disciple whom Jesus loved."
These are the names by which he would travel through his own Gospel,
"incognito." We find him out, however, for the disguise is too thin!
But still, he intends to conceal himself behind his Savior. He wears
his Master's love as a veil, though it turns out to be a veil of light.
He might have called himself, if he had chosen, "that disciple who
beheld visions of God," but he prefers to speak of love rather than of
prophecy. In the early Church we find writings concerning him in which
he is named, "that disciple who leaned on Jesus' bosom," and this he
mentions in our text. He might have been called, "that disciple who
wrote one of the gospels," or, "that disciple who knew more of the very
heart of Christ than any other," but he gives the preference to love.
He is not that disciple who did anything, but who received love from
Jesus–and he is not that disciple who loved Jesus, but "whom Jesus
loved." John is the man in the silver mask, but we know the man and his
communications and we hear him say, "We have known and believed the
love that God has to us. God is love and he that dwells in love dwells
in God and God in Him."
The name before us is a name in which John felt himself most at home.
No other title would so well describe him. His own name, "John," means
the "gift of God" and he was a precious gift from God the Father to His
suffering Son and a great comfort to the Savior during the years of His
abode among men. Jesus doubtless counted him to be His Jonathan, His
John, His God-gift and He treasured him as such. But John does not so
much think of his being of any service to his Lord as of that which His
Lord had been to him. He calls himself, "that disciple whom Jesus
loved" because he recognized the delightful obligation which springs
out of great love and wished to always be under its royal influence. He
looked on Jesus' love as the source and root of everything about
himself which was gracious and commendable. If he had
any courage, if he had any faithfulness, if he had any depth of
knowledge it was because Jesus had loved these things into him.
All the sweet flowers which bloomed in the garden of his heart were
planted there by the hand of Christ's love, so when he called himself,
"that disciple whom Jesus loved," he felt that he had gone to the root
and bottom of the matter and explained the main reason of his being
what he was. This endearing name was very precious to him because it
evoked the sunniest memories of all his life. Those short years in
which he had been with Jesus must have been looked upon by him in his
old age with great transport, as the crown and glory of his earthly
existence. I do not wonder that he saw Christ, again, in Patmos, after
having seen Him once in Palestine as he did see Him–for such sights
are very apt to repeat themselves. Such sights, I say, for John's view
of his Lord was no ordinary one.
There is at times an echo to sights as well as to sounds and he who saw
the Lord with John's eagle eyes–with his deep-seated inner eyes–was
the likeliest man in all the world to see Him over again in vision as
he did see Him amid the rocks of the Aegean Sea. All the memories of
the best part of his life were awakened by the name which he wore and,
by its power, he often renewed that intimate communion with the living
Christ which had lived on during the horrors of the Crucifixion and
lasted to the end of his days. That charming name set all the bells of
his soul a-ringing–does it not sound right musical? "The disciple whom
Jesus loved."
That name was a powerful spring of action to him as long as he lived.
How could he be false to Him who had loved him so? How could he refuse
to bear witness to the Gospel of the Savior who had loved him so? What
leagues of journeying could be too long for the feet of that disciple
whom Jesus loved? What mobs of cruel men could cow the heart of the
disciple whom Jesus loved? What form of banishment or death could
dismay him whom Jesus loved? No, in the power of that name John becomes
bold and faithful and he serves his loving Friend with all his heart. I
say, then, that this title must have been very dear to John because he
felt himself most at home in it. The secret springs of his nature were
touched by it. He felt his whole self, heart, soul, mind, memory all
comprehended within the compass of the words, "The disciple whom Jesus
loved."
It was a name which was never disputed. You do not find anyone
complaining of John for thus describing himself. General consent
awarded him the title. His brethren did quarrel with him a little when
his fond mother, Salome, wanted thrones for her two sons on the right
and the left hand of the Messiah, but the love of Jesus to John never
caused any ill will among the Brethren, nor did John take any undue
advantage of it. I believe that the Apostles tacitly acknowledged that
their Lord was perfectly right in His choice. There was something about
John which made his brethren love him and, therefore, they did not
marvel that their Lord should make him His most intimate friend. The
truly loved one of God generally receives the love of his brethren.
Yes, and even the love of the ungodly, after a sort, for when a man's
ways please the Lord, He makes even his enemies to be at peace with
him.
While David walked with God all Israel loved him and even Saul was
forced to cry, "You are more righteous than I." John was so loving that
he gained love everywhere. We may well be eager after this choice
blessing since it, alone, of all known treasures, excites no envy among
the brethren, but rather makes all the godly rejoice. Inasmuch as
saints wish to be greatly loved, themselves, they are glad when they
meet with those who have obtained that blessing. If we would smell of
myrrh and aloes and cassia, we are glad to meet with those whose
garments are already fragrant. You never find John lecturing his
brethren, or acting as a lord over God's heritage–but in all
gentleness and lowliness he justified the affection which our Lord
manifested toward him.
II. Thus much, then, with regard to the name. Secondly, LET US LOOK AT
THE CHARACTER WHICH LAY
BELOW IT. I can only give a miniature of John. It is quite impossible,
in the few moments of a sermon, to draw a full-length portrait and,
indeed, I am not artist enough to accomplish it if I should attempt the
task! In the character of John we see much that is admirable. First,
let us look at his personality as an individual. His was a large and
warm heart. Perhaps his main force lies in the intensity of his nature.
He is not vehement, but deep and strong. Whatever he did, he did right
heartily. He was simple-minded–a man in whom there was no guile. There
was no division in his nature. He was one and indivisible in all that
he felt or did.
He did not entertain questions. He was not critical. He was not apt to
spy out faults in others and, as to difficulties, mental or otherwise,
he seems to have been happily without them. Having pondered and come to
a conclusion, his whole nature moved in solid phalanx with forceful
march. Whichever way he went, he went altogether and right resolutely.
Some men go two ways, or they tack about, or they go towards their
objective in an indirect manner. But John steams straight forward with
the fires blazing and the engine working at full speed. His whole soul
was engaged in his Lord's cause, for he was a deep thinker, a silent
student and then a forceful actor. He was not impetuous with the haste
of Peter, but yet he was determined and thorough-going and all on fire
with zeal.
He was exceedingly livid in his beliefs and believed to the utmost what
he had learned of his Lord. Read his Epistle through and see how many
times he says "we know," "we know," "we know." There are no, "ifs,"
about him. He is a deep and strong Believer. His heart gives an
unfeigned assent and consent. There was an intense warmth about John.
He loved his Lord, he loved his Brethren. He loved with a large heart,
for he had a grand nature. He loved constantly and he loved in such a
way as to be practically courageous for his Master, for he was a bold
man, a true son of thunder. He was ready to go to the front if he was
bound to do so, but in a quiet way and not with a rush and a noise–his
is not the dash of a waterfall, but the still flow of a deep river.
Putting all together that we know about his personality, we look upon
him as a man who was the reverse of your cold, calculating, slow-moving
son of diffidence. You know the sort of persons I mean–very good
people in their way, but by no means fascinating or much to be
imitated. He was quite the reverse of those dried, juiceless Brethren
who have no human nature in them–men who are somewhere about
perfect–for they have not life enough to sin. They do no wrong, or
rather they do nothing at all. I know a few of those delightful people,
sharp critics of others and faultless themselves with this one
exception–they are heartless. John was a hearty man–a man of brain,
but of soul, too–a soul which went out to the tips of his fingers. He
was a man who was permeated with intense but quiet life–in a word, a
man to be loved. His life was not that of an ice-plant, but of the red
rose. He carried summer in his countenance, energy in his manner,
steady force in all his movements. He was like that other John of whom
he was once a disciple, "a burning and a shining light." There was
warmth as well as light in him. He was intense, sincere and unselfish
by nature and a fullness of Divine Grace came upon him and sanctified
these virtues.
Let us now view him in his relation to his Lord. The name he takes to
himself is, "the disciple whom Jesus loved." Jesus loved him as a
disciple. What sort of disciples do masters love? You that have ever
been teachers of youth know that if teachers had their choice, certain
persons would be selected before others. If we teach, we love teachable
people! Such was John. He was a man quick to learn. He was not like
Thomas who was slow, argumentative, cautious. But having once assured
himself that he had a true Teacher, he gave himself right up to Jesus
and was willing to receive what He had to reveal. He was a disciple of
a very keen eye, seeing into the soul of his Instructor's teaching. His
emblem in the early church was the eagle–the eagle which soars, but
also the eagle which sees from afar.
John saw the spiritual meaning of types and emblems. He did not stop at
the outward symbols, as some of the disciples did, but his penetrating
soul read into the depths of the Truth of God. You can see this both in
his Gospel and in his Epistles. He is a spiritually-minded man. He
stays not in the letter, but he dives beneath the surface. He pierces
through the shell and reaches the inner teaching. His first master was
John the Baptist and he was so good a disciple that he was the first to
leave his teacher! You hint that this did not show that he was a good
disciple? Indeed it did, for it was the Baptist's aim to send his
followers to Jesus! The Baptist said, "Behold the Lamb of God, which
takes away the sin of the world" and John was so good a follower of the
forerunner that he immediately followed the Lord, Himself, to whom the
forerunner introduced him.
This he did without a violent jerk–his progress was natural and even.
Paul came to Jesus with a great start and twist, when he was put upon
the lines on the road to Damascus. But John glided gently to the
Baptist and then from the Baptist to Jesus. He was not obstinate,
neither was he weak, but he was teachable and so he made steady
progress in his learning. Such a disciple is one that a teacher is sure
to love and John was, therefore, "the disciple whom Jesus loved." He
was full of faith to accept what he was taught. He believed it and he
believed it really and thoroughly. He did not believe, as some people
do, with the fingertips of their understanding, but he gripped the
Truth of God with both hands, laid it up in his heart and allowed it to
flow from that center and saturate his whole being.
He was a Believer in his inmost soul, both when he saw the blood and
water at the Cross and the folded grave clothes at the sepulcher–he
saw and believed. His faith worked in him a strong and enduring love,
for faith works by love. He believed in his Master in a sweetly
familiar way, "for there is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out
fear." Such a trustful, confiding disciple is sure to be loved of his
teacher. John had great receptiveness. He drank in what he was taught.
He
was like Gideon's fleece, ready to be saturated with the dew of Heaven.
His whole nature absorbed the Truth as it is in Jesus. He was not a
great talker–I think he was almost a silent disciple. So little did he
say that we have only one saying of his recorded in the Gospels. "Why,"
says one, "I remember two or three." Do you remind me that he asked
that he might sit on the right hand of Christ? I have not forgotten
that request, but I answer that his mother, Salome, spoke on that
occasion.
Again, you tell me that at the supper he asked, "Lord, who is it?" Yes,
but it was Peter who put that question into his mouth. The only
utterance that I remember in the Gospel which was altogether John's is
that at the sea of Tiberius, when he said to Peter, "It is the Lord."
This was a very significant little speech–a recognition of his Lord
such as the quick eyes of love are sure to make. He who lived nearest
to Jesus could best discern Him as He stood upon the shore. "It is the
Lord," is the gladsome cry of love, overjoyed at the sight of its
Beloved! It might have served John as his motto– "It is the Lord." O
that we were able amid darkness and tossing to discern the Savior and
rejoice in His Presence! "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall
see God"–and such was the beloved disciple!
One great trait in John's character as a disciple was his intense love
for his Teacher. He not only received the Truth of God, but he received
the Master Himself. I take it that the leaning of a man's faults often
betrays his heart more than his virtues. It may seem a strange
observation to make, but it is true. A true heart may as well be seen
in its weakness as in its excellence. What were the weak points about
John, as some would say? On one occasion he was intolerant. Certain
persons were casting out devils and he forbade them because they
followed not with the disciples. Now, that intolerance, mistaken as it
was, grew out of love to his Lord! He was afraid that these interlopers
might set up as rivals to his Lord and he wanted them to come under the
rule of his beloved Jesus.
At another time the Samaritans would not receive them and he asked his
Master if he might call down fire from Heaven on them. One does not
commend him, but still it was love to Jesus which made him indignant at
their ungenerous conduct to their best Friend. He felt so indignant
that men should not entertain the Savior who had come into the world to
bless them, that he would even call fire from Heaven–it showed his
burning love for Jesus. Even when his mother asked that he and the
brother might sit upon thrones at the right hand and the left hand of
Christ, it was a deep and thoughtful faith in Jesus which suggested it.
His idea of honor and glory was bound up with Jesus! If he gives way to
ambition it is an ambition to reign with the despised Galilean. He does
not want a throne unless it is at his Lord's side.
Moreover, what faith there was in that request! I am not going to
justify it, but I am going to say something to moderate your
condemnation. Our Lord was going up to Jerusalem to be spit upon and to
be put to death and yet John so thoroughly threw himself into his
Lord's career that he would gladly share in the fortune of his great
Caesar, assured that it must end in His enthronement. He is content, he
says, to be baptized with His baptism and to drink of His cup– he only
asks to share with Jesus in all things. As a good writer says, it
reminds one of the courage of the Roman who, when Rome was in the hands
of the enemy, purchased a house within the walls. John heroically asks
for a throne at the side of One who was about to die on the Cross, for
he feels sure that He will triumph!
When the cause and kingdom of Christ seemed ready to expire, yet so
whole-hearted was John in his faith in God and his love to his beloved
Lord that his highest ambition was still to be with Jesus and take
shares with Him in all that He would do and be. So, you see, all
through John loved his Lord with all his heart and, therefore, Jesus
Christ loved him. Or let me turn it the other way–the Lord loved John
and, therefore, John loved the Lord Jesus. It is John's own explanation
of it–"We love Him because He first loved us." I must ask you to look
at John, once more, as an instructed person. He was a beloved disciple
and remained a disciple, but he grew to know more and more and, in that
capacity I would say of him that doubtless our Lord Jesus loved him
because of the tenderness which was produced by Grace out of his
natural warmth.
How tender he was to Peter, after that Apostle's grievous fall, for
early in the morning John goes with him to the sepulcher. He is the man
who restored the backslider. He was so tender that our Lord did not say
to John, "Feed My lambs," for He knew he would be sure to do it. And He
did not even say to him, "Feed My sheep," as He did to Peter– He knew
that John would do so from the instincts of his loving nature. He was a
man who, under the tutorship of Christ, grew, moreover, to be very
spiritual and very deep. The words he uses in his Epistles are mostly
monosyllables, but what mighty meanings they contain! If we may compare
one Inspired writer with another, I should say that no other Evangelist
is at all comparable to John in depth.
The other evangelists give us Christ's miracles and certain of His
sermons, but His profound discourses and His matchless prayer are
reserved for that disciple whom Jesus loved. Where the deep things of
God are concerned, there is John, with sublime simplicity of utterance,
declaring unto us the things which he has tasted and handled. Of all
the disciples John was most Christ-like. Like will gravitate to like.
Jesus loved John for what He saw of Himself in him–created by His
Grace. Thus I think you will see that, without supposing John to have
possessed any merit, there were points in his personal character, in
his character as a disciple and in his character as an educated,
spiritual man which justified our Savior in making him the object of
His most intimate affection.
III. Very briefly, in the third place, LET US REVIEW THE LIFE WHICH
GREW OUT OF THIS EXTRAORDINARY LOVE OF CHRIST. What was the life of
John? First, it was a life of intimate communion. John was wherever
Christ was. Other disciples are away, but Peter and James and John are
present. When all the disciples sit at the table, even Peter is not
nearest to the Lord Jesus, but John leans his head upon His bosom.
Their communion was very near and dear. Jesus and John were David and
Jonathan over again. If you are a man greatly beloved you will live in
Jesus, your fellowship will be with Him from day to day.
John's was a life of special instruction. He was taught things which no
others knew, for they could not bear them. At the latter end of his
life he was favored with visions such as even Paul, himself, though not
a whit behind the chief of the Apostles, had never seen. Because of the
greatness of his Lord's love to him, He showed him future things and
lifted up the veil so that he might see the Kingdom and the Glory. They
shall see most who love most. They shall be taught most who most
completely give up their hearts to the doctrine. John, therefore,
became a man in whose life there was amazing depth. If he did not say
much as a rule while his Lord was with him, he was taking it all in for
future use. He lived an inner life. He was a son of thunder and could
boldly thunder out the Truth of God because, as a thundercloud is
charged with electricity, so had he gathered up the mysterious force of
his Lord's life, love and truth.
When he did break out, there was a voice like the voice of God in
him–a deep, mysterious, overwhelming power of God was about him. What
a flash of lightning is the Apocalypse! What awful thunders sleep
within the vials and the trumpets! His was a life of Divine power
because of the great fire which burned within. His was not the flash of
crackling thorns beneath a pot, but the glow of coals in a furnace when
the whole mass is molten into a white heat. John is the ruby among the
twelve–he shines with a warm brilliance reflecting the love which
Jesus lavished on him. And his life was one of special usefulness. He
was entrusted with choice commissions involving high honor. The Lord
gave him to do a work of the most tender and delicate kind which, I am
afraid, He could not commit to some of us.
As the Redeemer hung upon the tree dying, He saw His mother standing in
the throng and He did not commit her to Peter, but to John. Peter would
have been glad of the commission, I am sure, and so would Thomas and so
would James–but the Lord said to John, "Behold your mother!" And to
His mother, "Woman, behold your son!" And from that hour that disciple
took her to his own home. So modest, so retiring–I was going to say,
so gentlemanly–was John that he was the man to take charge of a
broken-hearted mother. Said I wrong that he was a true gentleman?
Divide the word and surely he was the gentlest of men. John has a
delicate air and considerate manner, necessary to the care of an
honored woman. Peter is good, but he is rough. Thomas is kind, but
cold. John is tender and affectionate.
When you love Jesus much, He will trust His mother to you–I mean His
Church–and the poorest people in it, such as widows and orphans and
poor ministers. He will trust them to you because He loves you much. He
will not put everybody into that office. Some of His people are very
hard and stony of heart and more fit to be tax-collectors than
distributors of alms. They would make capital officers in an army, but
not nurses in a hospital. If you love Jesus much, you shall have many
delicate offices to perform which shall be to you proofs of your Lord's
trust in you and renewed tokens of His love. John's life was, moreover,
one of extraordinary heavenliness. They call him John the Divine and he
was so. His eagle wings bore him aloft into the heavenly places and
there he beheld the Glory of the Lord.
Whether in Jerusalem or in Antioch, in Ephesus or in Patmos, his
conversation was in Heaven! The Lord's Day found him in the spirit,
waiting for Him that comes with clouds–so waiting that He who is the
Alpha and Omega hastened to reveal Himself to him. It was the love of
his Lord which had thus prepared him for visions of the Glory. Had not
that love so enkindled his own love as to hold him faithfully at the
Cross all through the agony, he might never have been able to gaze upon
the Truth of God. He had lovingly followed Him who had been pointed out
to Him as the "Lamb of God" and, therefore, he was made meet to see Him
as the Lamb in the midst of the Throne–adored of angels and re-
deemed saints, whose harps and viols are engrossed with His praise! O
that we, too, could be freed from the grossness of earth and borne
aloft into the purer atmosphere of spiritual and heavenly things!
IV. We close by saying, very briefly, LET US LEARN LESSONS FOR
OURSELVES from that disciple whom Jesus loved. May the Holy Spirit
speak them to our inmost hearts. First, I speak to those of you who are
still young. If you wish to be "the disciple whom Jesus loved" begin
soon. I suppose that John was between 20 and 25 when he was converted.
At any rate, he was quite a young man. All the representations of him
which have been handed down to us, though I attach no great value to
them, yet unite in the fact of his youth. Youthful piety has the most
profitable opportunity of becoming eminent piety.
If you begin, soon, to walk with Christ, you will improve your pace and
the habit will grow upon you. He who is only made a Christian in the
last few years of his life will scarcely reach to the first and highest
degree for lack of time and from the hampering influence of old habits.
But you who begin soon are planted in good soil with a sunny aspect and
should come to maturity. Soldiers who enlist early under the banner of
our David have hope of becoming veterans and attaining to the first
three.
Next, if we would be like John in being loved by Christ, let us give
our heart's best thoughts to spiritual things. Brothers and Sisters, do
not stop in the outward ordinances but plunge into their inner sense.
Never allow your soul, on the Lord's Day for instance, to be thankful
and happy merely because you have been to the place of worship. Ask
yourself, "Did I worship? Did my soul commune with God?" In the use of
the two ordinances of Baptism and the Lord's Supper, content not
yourself with the shell, but seek to get at the kernel of their inner
meaning. Rest not unless the Spirit of God, Himself, dwells within you.
Remember that the letter kills–it is the spirit that gives life. The
Lord Jesus Christ takes no delight in those who are fond of broad
phylacteries and multiplied sacraments and holy performances and
superstitious observances. The Father seeks those to worship Him who
worship Him in spirit and in truth. Be spiritual and you are among
those who are likely to be men greatly beloved.
Next to that, cherish a holy warmth. Do not repress your emotions and
freeze your souls. You know the class of people who are gifted with
refrigerating power. When you shake hands with them, you would think
that you had hold of a fish–a chill goes to your very soul! Listen to
them sing. No, you cannot hear them! Sit in the next pew and you will
never hear the gentle hiss or mutter which they call singing. Out in
their shops they could be heard a quarter of a mile off, but if they
pray in the Prayer Meeting, you must strain your ears. They do all
Christian service as if they were working by the day for a bad master
and at scanty wages. But when they get into the world they work by the
piece as if for dear life. Such people cannot be affectionate.
They never encourage a young convert, for they are afraid that their
weighty commendation might exalt him above measure. A little
encouragement would help the struggling youth mightily, but they have
none to offer. They calculate and reckon and move prudently and
anything like a brave trust in God they set down as rashness and folly.
God grant us plenty of rashness, I say, for what men think imprudence
is about the grandest thing under Heaven! Enthusiasm is a feeling which
these refrigerators do not indulge. Their chant is, "As it was in the
beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end. Amen!" Anything
like a dash for Christ and a rush for souls they do not understand.
Mark this, if you follow such people home, you will find that they have
little joy, themselves, and make very little joy for others. They are
never quite certain that they are saved and if they are not sure of it
we may readily guess that other people are not.
They spend, in anxious thought, the strength which ought to have gone
in hearty love. They were born at the north pole and live amid
perpetual frost–all the furs of Hudson's Bay could not warm them.
About them you see none of the rich tropical flowers which bedeck the
heart upon which the Sun of Righteousness shines with perpendicular
beams. These chilly mortals have never traversed the sunny regions of
heavenly love where the spices of holy delight load all the air and
apples of gold are everywhere within the reach of glowing hearts. The
Lord bring us there! Jesus Christ loves warm people! He never shines on
an iceberg except to melt it. His own life is so full of love that its
holy fire kindles the same flame in others and thus He has fellowship
with those whose hearts burn within them.
The fitness for love is love. To enjoy the love of Jesus we must
overflow with love. Pray for earnest, eager, intense affection. Lay
your hearts among the coals of juniper till they melt and glow. Dear
Brothers and Sisters, if you want to be the man or woman that Jesus
loves, cultivate strong affection and let your nature be tender and
kind. One who is habitually cross and frequently angry cannot walk with
God. A person of a quick, hot temper who never tries to check it, or
in whom there is a malicious remembrance of injuries, like a fire
smoldering amidst the embers, cannot be the companion and friend of
Jesus whose spirit is of an opposite character! A pitiful,
compassionate, unselfish, generous heart is that which our Lord
approves. Forgive your fellow as if you never had anything to forgive.
When Brethren injure you, hope that they have made a mistake, or else
feel that if they knew you better they would treat you worse! Be of
such a mind towards them that you will neither give nor take offense.
Be willing to lay down, not only your comfort, but even your life for
the Brethren! Live in the joy of others, even as saints do in Heaven.
Love others so as to forget your own sorrows. So shall you become a man
greatly beloved.
Last of all, may the Spirit of God help you to rise to heavenliness. Do
not be miserable money-grubbers, or sordid earthworms. Do not be
pleasure hunters and novelty seekers. Do not set your affection upon
these children's toys which will be so soon broken. Be you no more
children, but men of God! Oh to find your joy in Christ, your wealth in
Christ, your honor in Christ, your everything in Christ–this is peace.
To be in the world but not to be of it. To linger here as if you were
an angel sent from Heaven to dwell, for a while, among the sons of men,
to tell them of Heaven and point them the way–this is to abide in
Christ's love.
To be always ready to fly, to stand on tiptoe waiting for the
heavenward call, to expect to hear the trumpet ring out its clarion
note, the trumpet of the coming of your Lord–this is to have
fellowship with Christ! Sit loose, I pray you, by this world, but get a
tighter grip of the world to come–so shall Jesus' love be shed abroad
within you. Throw your anchor upward into the placid sea of Divine Love
and not like the seamen, downward, into a troubled ocean. Anchor
yourselves to the eternal Throne and never be divided, even in thought,
from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. May it be my
privilege and yours, Brothers and Sisters, to lean these heads of ours
on Jesus' bosom till the day breaks and the shadows flee away. Amen and
Amen.
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The Mediator–Judge And Savior