Traveling Expenses On The Two Great Roads
DELIVERED ON SUNDAY MORNING, APRIL 2, 1865, BY C. H. SPURGEON, AT THE
METROPOLITAN TABERNACLE, NEWINGTON.
"So he paid the fare." Jonah 1:3.
AS a general rule, wherever we go, whatever we do, we must "pay the
fare." Expenditure is connected with every act, work and operation. The
sun does not constantly flood this world and all its sister spheres
with light and heat without some kind of consumption within itself. Nor
does the earth yield her fruits of harvest except at the cost of the
matter of which it is composed. By the force of wind and frost, the
very "Mountain falling comes to nothing and the rock is removed out of
his place" (Job 14:18). The rivers do not reach the sea without wearing
away their banks and cutting channels in the earth through which their
floods may flow. The raindrops, the generous gifts of Heaven, have
first been loaned from the treasury of the great deep. The air itself
is constantly in process of consumption, and were it not that a fresh
supply is daily being produced, even the atmosphere would become
exhausted.
All the processes of Nature involve a constant expenditure of power.
Ponderous as is the engine of creation and little as it shows the
fretting power of age, it is certain that in the whole of its
machinery, from its most stupendous wheel down to its smallest valve,
it is daily and necessarily experiencing an appointed amount of wear
and tear. It is assuredly so with regard to the lesser world of man.
The body cannot move a limb or contract a muscle without expense. The
lifting of my hand, the pointing of my finger, the motion of my tongue,
the stirring of my brain in thought all cost something and make a
draught upon the inner store of strength–you cannot so much as gaze
upon the world around you without some wear and tear of that marvelous
optical instrument by which outward sights are brought to the inward
mind.
Friction operates on flesh and bone and sinew and a higher friction
acts on mind and intellect and passion, for even these grow weak with
strain and age–"the fare"–Nature sternly demands before she will
loose her cable or spread her sail to the breeze. He quarrels with
God's laws who expects something for nothing and hopes to be served
without offering a just remuneration and to find friends without
showing himself friendly. We must pay our fare, for the universe
requires it–we will pay it cheerfully–for we are honest men.
This general rule of expenditure holds good when we enter the world of
morals and commune with spiritual things. Man plucked the forbidden
fruit and dearly was that apple paid for in the fall of all our race.
The Lord redeemed us in His boundless love, but not without a
price–the free mercy of God cannot work its way among men except
Heaven's best treasure is spent to purchase men from bondage. Expense
occurs everywhere in our salvation–"The price of pardon was the
Savior's blood." "To buy our souls it cost His own."–
"There's never a gift His hand bestows, But cost His heart a groan."
Nor is it so in the kingdom of Heaven only, for even if a man would
pursue a foolhardy voyage across the sea of rebellion in the ship of
sin to the horrible land of perdition, he must "pay the fare." Sinners,
for that which is not bread, must spend their money and for that which
profits not, must pay their labor. He who would be saved must take care
to sit down and count the cost, lest, after having begun to build, he
should not be able to finish it. But let him not think that he is alone
in his expending, for the transgressor's bill of costs is no light one!
War of any sort is costly, but ungodly men will find that a war with
Heaven is the dearest of all. God's House, like the palace of Solomon,
needs a large income to sustain its daily feasting–but it is not like
the house of evil which makes a beggar of every man that comes within
its doors.
I. I shall, this morning, commence my discourse by endeavoring to
direct your attention to THE COST OF TRAVELLING ON THE BROAD ROAD TO
HELL. Phocian paid for the poison which killed him–and the sinner pays
dearly for the sin which proves his ruin. The worldling often taunts
the Christian because he expends his money on his religion. The
Christian may well reply to the sinner, "I wish that your taunts were
more true, for I fear that I do not spend one-tenth as much in the
service of God as you do in the service of your vices." Very few except
the most generous of Christians could venture to say that they spend as
much upon their God as profligates squander upon their lusts.
1. Let us begin to add up the bill! We are met at once with a heavy
item. The man who makes the world his idol and forgets God, has at
once, at the start of his voyage, to pay down and place in a sinking
fund all hope of God's favor and all expectation of the blessings which
it brings. He cannot run contrary to God's will and command and then
expect that God will be his Friend and prosper his designs! If I set
myself up in rebellion against Heaven's great King, I cannot suppose
that He will make it His constant care to promote my interests, nor
dare I dream that He will aid and abet me in my designs of evil.
"With the obstinate You will show Yourself obstinate" (Psa. 18:26), is
the revelation of Scripture. "If you walk contrary to Me, I will walk
contrary to you," is the voice of the God of Sinai. The man throws down
the glove of battle against the Lord and his Creator will let him know
that it is, "Woe unto him that strives with his Maker." Long-suffering
is Jehovah and He does not smite the rebel with speedy ruin, but still
it is written, "God is angry with the wicked every day: if he turns not
He will whet His sword, He has bent His bow and made it ready." The
good man sees a gracious Providence smiling at his side–he knows that,
" all things work together for good to them that love God."
And although the wheels of Providence are too high for him to
understand their revolutions, yet he knows that they are full of eyes,
marking the wisdom and care of his Father in Heaven. He sings with
rapture–
"Your ways, O Lord, with wise design, Are framed upon Your Throne
above. And every dark and bending line Meets in the center of Your
love." The Almighty God is the Believer's refuge and beneath His wings
he finds perpetual shelter. Not so the sinner. In the court of
Providence he is an outlaw and can claim no right of protection. How
shall Providence care for him who cares not for God? He is under its
ban and he shall, before long, learn that, "They that plow iniquity and
sow wickedness, reap the same. By the blast of God they perish and by
the breath of His nostrils are they consumed."
The ungodly cannot claim the privilege which Eliphaz ascribes to the
righteous–"He shall deliver you in six troubles: yes, in seven there
shall no evil touch you. At destruction and famine you shall laugh:
neither shall you be afraid of the beasts of the earth. For you shall
be in league with the stones of the field: and the beasts of the field
shall be at peace with you." On the contrary, Providence may justly
remind him of his sins and say, "Call now, if there is any that will
answer you. And to which of the saints will you turn?"
Our gracious God has given no charge to His angels to keep the sinner
in all his ways. Those ministering spirits have no commission to bear
him up lest he dash his foot against a stone. Rather, the forces of
Nature are restrained by almighty mercy, or else the very stars in
their courses and the waters in the rivers would fight against the
wicked, as they did against Sisera in days of yore.
The Christian has the Presence of God also to rejoice in. Mungo Park,
when lost in the wilderness, observed a tiny piece of moss, and marking
how beautifully it was fashioned, he recollected, "God is here! My
Father is here!" So does the Christian. He is never out of his Father's
House and consequently he is forevermore at home. The lines of Thompson
are ours, not as poetry merely, but as matter of fact–
" Should Fate command me to the farthest verge Of the green earth, to
distant barbarous climes, Rivers unknown to song, where first the sun
Gilds Indian mountains, or his setting beam Flames on the Atlantic
isles; 'tis naught to me Since God is ever present, ever felt, In the
void waste as in the city full And where He vital breathes, there must
be joy. When even at last the solemn hour shall come, And wing my
mystic flight to future worlds, I cheerfully wil obey. There with new
powers
Will rising wonders sing. Icannotgo
Where UNIVERSAL LOVE not smiles around, Sustaining all yon orbs and all
their sons, From seeming evil still educing good. And better there
again and better still, In infinite progression."
It is not so with the sinner? The presence of God is to him dreadful.
If there were some valley of confusion where God's power is not known,
its congenial desolation would become the sinner's Heaven–the place
where God's Presence shall gleam upon him with irresistible force will
be his Hell. Moreover, the sinner gives up every promise of God in
choosing the road to perdition. There is not a word in this Book of
Divine Love which can breathe comfort into the sinner's ear while he
chooses his own ways. It is a book of threats and of curses to the
impenitent. It woos as a mother would call her wandering child–it has
a gentle voice forever broken, and contrite spirit–but it thunders
like Sinai's own self against every hardened sinner who will not turn
from his wicked way.
O Unbeliever, you have renounced, by the very fact of your remaining
without God and without Christ, all possession in the rich promises of
God! You have sunk the immense capital upon the interest of which the
Christian lives in time and in the enjoyment of which he hopes to be
blest throughout eternity. You who know how to add, mark this one item
of expenditure to begin with, and guess how heavy is the fare of sin!
2. In the next place, they who follow the course of sin make a great
expenditure of their time. However, that I dare say they do not think
much of, for time to them is a mere drug of no clear value. Many of the
ungodly seek after pastimes, kill-times and all sorts of inventions by
which they may get rid of time, which to us appear sadly too little for
our daily work. The precious privilege of existence is to them a
nuisance. The pictured gallery of life is to them a prison or corridor
through which they would hasten as speedily as may be, forgetting its
end and where it leads.
Ah, Brothers and Sisters, if they were wise they would comprehend that
time is the stuff which life is made of and that this life is the only
season in which we can be made qualified for the enjoyments of
eternity. If men understood it, they would sooner cast pearls to swine
than give their days to sin and their nights to rioting. If time is the
chrysalis of eternity, who but a fool would treat it with contempt?
He is the worst of prodigals who wastes that most precious of all
treasures, his time! But what hours does fashion demand? What days will
the debauched and the profligate give to their sensual indulgence? But
what am I saying? It is needless to single out the more bold of
transgressors–the rule is universal–the sinner's life is all waste,
for it is uncon-secrated by faith, unblest by God and is therefore all
lavished for nothing on shadows and dreams.
3. It must not be forgotten that some ungodly men expend a deal of
labor to gratify their evil desires. The way to Hell may be downhill,
but it is not all smooth. There are Hills Difficulty even for the
ungodly. "The way of transgressors is hard." Therefore the Savior says,
"Come unto Me, all you that labor and are heavy laden," for sinners
labor and their sins prove to be a heavy burden. The same Hebrew word
and the same Greek word, stands both for "laboring," and for "sin," for
sinning is often hard.
As the Prophet says, "The people labor in the very fire and weary
themselves for vanity." Though men call sin pleasure, who does not know
that it often jades and wearies the man worse than the hardest toil!
How the proud man toils for honor! How the miser pinches himself for
gold! How the thief exhausts his ingenuity to get at another man's
wealth! How hard is the harlot's drudgery! How heavy is the yoke of
Satan!
4. Sinners, again, are frequently put by their sins to a great expense
of their actual substance. Their money finds feather's for its wings in
the gratification of their desires. Who can be a drunkard without
coming to poverty or lessening his estate? Who fills the cup to the
brim without before long clothing himself with rags and bringing his
household to poverty? The prodigal wasted his substance in riotous
living–who can do otherwise if he entertains a host of greedy sins?
God only knows how much of the poverty of this land is due to nothing
else but drunkenness.
No doubt there always will be some poverty which may claim our charity,
for the poor shall never cease out of the land. But still, it is to be
feared that three-fourths of all the poverty of this great city is to
be traced more or less directly to the gin palace and the beer shops.
Drunkenness is a "reedy sin and like the horseleech it cries, 'Give,
give.' " England, with all its liberality, does not give anything like
so much to the cause of missions, or for the maintenance of religion,
as men spend in intoxication.
Then look at other sins, how costly they are! Consider those amusements
of the world which many defend as being no offense to public morals,
but which the spiritual avoid as being unfit occupations for heirs of
Heaven. Even these are far from being inexpensive. I noticed yesterday
an advertisement in the newspaper for boxes at the opera, for a certain
term, to be let for two hundred guineas! What would people think if a
pew in any place of worship were only to be had on terms of so heavy a
subscription? Why, that sum would pay the charges all the year round of
full many a place of worship!
And yet this amount represents probably but a portion of the expense
involved in attendance at the theater. There are far greater drains
upon the purse than those implied in missionary societies, ministers,
chapels and Bible-women. Who has not heard how fast debauchery burns
the candle at both ends? Is it not said of the prodigal, that he
devoured his living with harlots? This sin has brought many a man of
wealth and fortune down to shiver like a beggar on a dunghill! "Remove
your way far from her and come not near the door of her house…lest
strangers be filled with your wealth and your labors be in the house of
a stranger." He who sins must pay the fare.
5. Nor is this all. Those men who go far into sin and carry out the
desires of their hearts soon find that there is an expense of health.
How many a man has rottenness in his bones and disease in his heart's
core brought on by gluttony, drunkenness and vice? Well may men pray
that they may be delivered from the sins of their youth and their
former transgressions, for they are in a sad plight who mourn at the
last when their flesh and their body are consumed. It is not God who
has thickly sown this world with disease and sorrow–man's iniquity has
done it. Men cast darnel and cockle into the furrows of life and when
they spring up, they complain of the appointments of God, whereas, they
are the result of their own sins!
And there is no injustice in the rule, that whatever a man sows, that
shall he also reap. "Can a man take fire in his bosom and his clothes
not be burned? Can one go upon hot coals and his feet not be burned?"
"His bones are full of the sins of his youth which shall lie down with
him in the dust." The fare, the full fare of sin's voyage, must be
paid.
6. Another expense and that one which ought not to be forgotten, is the
loss of peace of mind. A man cannot indulge in sin and yet go to his
bed with a quiet conscience. At least, if he can do so, this
callousness is of itself a still greater evil. For the most part, men
start back at the ghosts of their own crimes. "Terrors make the wicked
afraid on every side and drive them to their feet." Even the
respectable sinner whose life is outwardly moral, but whose heart is
far from God, cannot avoid some qualms and disturbance of mind.
If I am not one with God, if I am not washed in Jesus' blood, if I am
not sanctified by God's Holy Spirit, there is an aching void within me
which the world can never fill. There is an inward monitor which tells
me, "There is something that you need, a something that the world
cannot give you which you cannot earn for yourself. How is it that you
are living in the neglect of it?" "A dreadful sound is in his ears: in
prosperity the Destroyer shall come upon him…He wanders abroad for
bread, saying, Where is it? He knows that the day of darkness is ready
at his hand."
Until I was saved by Divine Grace, I can truly say I had no lasting
peace. But now my peace is like a river. How a trumpet will often
blanch the sinner's cheek! The cholera comes and how the man trembles
because death is at work next door! How fearful he is when he stands at
the grave's brink and looks down upon the coffin of some companion with
whom he has spent many a boisterous hour! Ah, you cannot have peace!
You cannot have peace till you have Christ! You cannot be truly happy
till you have given your souls to Jesus!
The apple may look fair, but it is rotten within. You may talk of joy,
but you know it not if you know not Jesus. Surely to lose this
priceless pearl is an item in the bill of no mean magnitude–
Peace has sweets That Hybla never knew. It sleeps on down
Culled gently from beneath the cherub's wing.
Who would throw this away for vexing, mocking, deceiving, lying
vanities?
7. The worst expense, however, we have only hinted at. The man who goes
to Hell must pay the fare in another way–he loses his soul. What that
loss may be no mortal tongue can tell. If one could come again from the
pit, as once the rich man proposed, perhaps he might tell us in
dolorous tones what it is to be cast out from God into the place where
there is not a drop of water to cool the fire-tormented tongue. But it
is not for us even to conceive what the place of torment may be.
It is enough to hear and profit by the question of the Savior–"What
shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own
soul?" What is Caesar the better for his dominions? What is Croesus the
better for his wealth? What is the philosopher the better for his
wisdom, now that he is cast away from the favor of God forever? In
fact, the greater the wretched beings were on earth, the more terrible
will their doom be in eternity, when, looking from their beds of flame,
the lesser sinners shall cry, "Are you become like one of us? Is the
lofty one brought low? Is the proud one humbled? Is the boaster made to
feel in the torment of this fire that he is no greater than the rest of
us?"
I say, the more honor and dignity and glory the man obtained on earth,
the more terrible his shame and disgrace when, his soul being lost, he
is cast into the pit forever! Let us, then, if we have been deluded by
the pleasures of sin, or have been tempted in any way to forget God
because we have thought that the way of the flesh was easy–let us
think awhile that we shall have to pay the fare and that the fare is
far too expensive to be paid by men of understanding. We dare not risk
soul and body, life and death, Heaven and Hell, judgment and eternity
merely for the sake of those paltry, passing, delusive joys which are
all that the world can pretend to offer.
II. Let us change our strain and say a little upon THE EXPENSE OF
AVOIDING DUTY. Jonah's duty was to go to Nineveh and preach the
Word–he preferred not to go–he therefore shirked the work, went down
to Joppa and paid his fare to go to Tarshish. I hope we are not in the
habit of doing the same, but yet there are occasions when even God's
servants shrink from duty and seem willing to forget that where God
calls they are bound to go.
Possibly this remark may apply to some minister who may come under the
Word. He is called to bear his protest against a certain sin and he
thinks to himself, "If I so speak, some of those who hear me will never
come again. I may lose rich subscribers. I will not say a word on that
point." Or, he has it laid upon him to cry against the monstrous evils
in the State Church–but he puts his finger to his lips and remains
silent, inwardly calculating–"I had better hold my peace on that
subject, for I may risk my popularity."
Such a minister should reflect that it is a very expensive thing to try
to fly to Tarshish when you ought to go to Nineveh, for a man cannot
avoid duty without expense. I have known good people who will say, "I
know so-and-so is what I ought to do, but still, you see, the path is
very difficult and I do not feel called upon to make so great a
sacrifice." Well, Friend, if you do not make the sacrifice when God
demands it of you, He has other ways of taking away your treasured
goods. In the long run you will find it far more expensive to shun the
work and will of God than at once to give yourself to it. You will be a
loser by your prudence! You shall find that the Scriptural rule holds
good, "He that would lose his life shall save it, but he that would
save his life shall lose it."
If you are willing to be a loser for Christ you shall be a gainer! But
if you insist upon being held harmless and try at all costs to make
provision for the flesh, then you shall find that before long you will
have to pay the fare to your own grievous hurt and injury. What did
Jonah lose? Jonah had to pay as part of his fare the presence and
comfortable enjoyment of God's love. He went down into the bottom of
the vessel and hid himself from sight. I think I see him. That Jonah,
who a few days after walked with all the boldness of a lion through the
streets of Nineveh, crying, "Yet forty days and Nineveh shall be
overthrown!" That Jonah who bearded Nineveh's haughty monarch and was
not afraid to tell him that in forty days his city would be overthrown!
That Jonah goes sneaking down among the goods at the bottom of the hold
for fear anybody should see him and there hides his coward, craven
head. Poor Jonah, you have lost the hallowed fellowship of your God!
You have lost His Presence and consequently your courage has all oozed
out of you! This is a dear price which you have paid for shunning
Nineveh!
When you and I serve our Lord Jesus as Believers should do, we can
remember that our God is with us and though we have the whole world
against us, if we have God with us what does it matter? But oh, the
minute we start back and begin to seek our own inventions and appeal to
our own wisdom, we are all at sea without a pilot and our great Helper
withdraws from us. Then may we bitterly lament and groan out, "O my
God, where have You gone? How could I have been so foolish as to shun
Your service and in this way to lose all the brightness of Your face?
This is a price too high! Let me return to my allegiance and to Your
Presence."
In the next place, Jonah lost all peace of mind. When he was in
Nineveh, crying, "Yet forty days and Nineveh shall be overthrown," he
was not afraid of the edge of the sword, nor of the tyrant's rage–he
felt that he was doing God's work and he knew that when on God's
errands he was perfectly safe. His heart beat gently, like that of a
man in a happy, tranquil frame of mind wearing the herb called heart's
ease in his bosom. But now, down there, in the hold of the vessel, his
heart is palpitating–he does not know what may happen and until sleep
happily comes in to ease the distress of his mind he is like a poor
hunted staff, panting with alarm.
These were two great things to lose–God's Presence and his own peace
of mind–but these were not all his damage and injury! He was now
brought into great peril–he must be thrown into the sea. In all
likelihood he will meet with a watery grave. Had he gone to Nineveh
that would not have occurred. He would have been under the care of
God's special Providence there, but now the winds and waves threaten
him. With what a splash he falls into the deep! As we see him engulfed
let us, with holy caution, shun the dangerous way of disobedience.
Other men may escape the chastisements of God in this world, but not
the Lord's own children. "You only have I known of all the families of
the earth, therefore I will punish you for your iniquities."
Now, too, he is brought into great affliction of soul. He tells us that
he, "cried by reason of affliction." He compares his state to the
"belly of Hell." He was brought into such depths of distress, a miracle
interposed to save his life–but not to cheer his spirit. Like the
Savior, of whom he was a type, he was exceedingly sorrowful and very
heavy, almost unto death.
Sin soon destroys a Believer's comfort. It is the deadly upas tree from
whose leaves distil deadly drops which destroy the life of joy and
peace. Jonah, too, had lost everything upon which he might have drawn
for comfort in any other case. He could not turn to the promise of God
that He would keep him, for he was not in God's ways. He could not say,
"Lord, I am Your servant," for then conscience would have said, "Yes,
and a pretty servant, too!" He could not say, "Lord, I am on Your
errand!" for conscience would have said, "No, you are on your own!" He
could not say, "Lord, I meet with these difficulties in the discharge
of my duty, therefore help me through them"–no, for there would have
been a reply, "You are not here in the discharge of duty.
"You flew in the teeth of the Most High. You sought to escape from a
little difficulty–you tried to get away from the Presence of God
altogether and you have prepared all this for yourself. If the draught
is bitter, you mixed it. If the fruit is sharp, you planted the tree.
If this harvest is terrible, you sowed the seed–you are reaping your
own deeds–you are being filled with your own ways." Poor Jonah, poor
Jonah, to be in such a state as this!
Then here is another point–he had to go to Nineveh after all–and so
will you. You may kick, but when God means you to do His work, you will
be made to do it. The ox-goad has been thrust into you already because
you hate the yoke. You do not like it and you kick against it and the
only result is that it is driven further into you. Saul, Saul, it is
hard for you to kick against the pricks, for with all your kicking and
rebelling you will have to go where you were originally ordered to go.
You might as well go at first–you will go with better Grace. You will
go with your Master's comfortable Presence–and you will have to go one
way or another.
Many men have found this true. They have struggled against duty and
perhaps year after year they have drawn back from it, finding miserable
excuses for their consciences. But they never prospered in business,
they could not get on in the world, they had trouble on trouble and at
last it came to this–they had to go back to the very place where they
were ten or twenty years ago. And there they discharged the duty which
they had been so long seeking to avoid which had proved a burdensome
stone to them until they were rid of it by yielding to its demands.
Now, my dear Brothers, do not play the Jonah, for you will have to pay
the fare of it. If you know your duty, do it. I may be speaking very
pointedly to some of you. "I should have to sever the bonds of many a
fond connection." Do it for Christ's sake. "I should have to leave the
camp and go outside of it, take up a very heavy cross and bear Christ's
reproach." You may as well do it now as by-and-by, for you will have to
do it.
"But," says one, "this business of mine–I have nothing left to live
upon. I feel it is a bad business, but I do not like to give it up just
yet." You will have to do so sooner or later. You may as well do it
now, before, like Jonah, you have had to pay for your wit. Remember,
"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and a good
understanding have all they that keep His commandments." May God the
Holy Spirit give you the wisdom which comes from above which will lead
you to sit as a child at the feet of Jesus and learn His ways.
"Be you not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding,
whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, lest they come near
unto you." "But hearken diligently unto His commandments and then shall
your peace be like a river and your righteousness like the waves of the
sea."
III. A few words upon another point–there is AN EXPENSE CONNECTED WITH
GOING TO HEAVEN. It is estimated at a very high rate by some who say
that the road is good enough, but the tolls are too high. Others
pretend to believe that religion is only a scheme for putting money
into ministers' pockets, whereas I can truly say for one, that what I
receive for my ministry is not a tenth of what I could readily earn in
an engagement infinitely less laborious and harassing than my present
position. Although, let it be added, I would not leave my ministry for
ten thousand worlds.
Let us think over this matter of expense and begin with an old story.
"An aged couple, in the vicinity of London, who, in the early part of
life, were poor, but who, by the blessing of God upon their industry,
enjoyed a comfortable independency in their old age, were called upon
by a Christian minister who solicited their contributions to a charity.
The old lady was disposed to make out some excuse and to answer in the
negative, both for her husband and herself. And therefore replied,
"Why, Sir, we have lost a great deal by religion since we began. My
husband knows that very well." And being wishful to obtain her
husband's consent to the assertion, she said, "Have we not, Thomas?"
Thomas, after a long and solemn pause, replied, "Yes, Mary, we have
lost a great deal by our religion! I have lost a great deal by my
religion. Before I got religion, Mary, I had got a water pail in which
I carried water and that you know I lost many years ago. And then I had
an old slouched hat, a patched old coat and mended shoes and stockings.
But I have lost them, also, long ago. And, Mary, you know that poor as
I was, I had a habit of getting drunk and quarrelling with you. And
that you know I have lost.
"And then I had a burdened conscience and a wicked heart. And then I
had ten thousand guilty feelings and fears. But all are lost,
completely lost and, like a millstone, cast into the deepest sea. And,
Mary, you have been a loser, too, though not so great a loser as
myself. Before we got religion, Mary, you had a washing tray in which
you washed for hire. And God Almighty blessed your industry–but since
we got religion–you have lost your washing tray. And you had a gown
and bonnet much the worse for wear, though they were all you had to
wear. But you have lost them long ago.
"And you had many an aching heart concerning me, at times. But those
you happily have lost. And I could even wish that you had lost as much
as I have lost and even more–for what we lose by our religion,
Mary–will be our eternal gain." We need not add the preacher did not
go away without substantial proof that Thomas deemed his losses for
religion his most weighty obligations to the goodness of Almighty God
as the richest gift of Divine Grace on earth and the most authentic
pledge of Glory in the world to come!
If some of us were to look back upon what religion has cost us we might
cast up the amount with very much the same result. Where were you apt
to spend your Sundays once, some of you? Where would some few of you
have been on other occa-sions?–at the race course, at the
theater–yes, and in the brothel. But now you are washed and cleansed
and sanctified and rejoicing in Christ Jesus. This is what your
religion has cost you–the giving up of nothing that made you truly
happy–but only renouncing that which pretended to make you happy but
which was ruining your soul forever!
The first expense of religion is that it takes away from men spurious
joys and gives them real ones. It takes away from them shadows and
gives them substance. Then, again, the expense of your religion has
been this–some of you have given a good deal of your time to the cause
of Christ. Others of you have devoted a considerable portion of your
money to it, but after all that you or any of us have ever given, I am
sure we can say religion has cost us nothing which we did not give
cheerfully– and it has asked of us nothing which it was not our
happiness to render! We have felt a greater joy in giving than in
withhold-ing–a greater bliss in serving God than in being idle.
Moreover our liberality has always been repaid to us with interest, for
our God will be in no man's debt.
Here is a specimen of what has been our experience from the pen of a
tradesman: "Some years ago I heard a sermon from the words, 'Bring you
all the tithes into the storehouse' (Mal. 3:10). I cannot describe how
my mind was impressed with the manner in which Jehovah here
condescended to challenge His people when He says, 'And prove Me now,'
etc. Suffice it to say that the subject made such an impression that I
found it my duty to do more for the cause of God than I ever had done.
I did so, and on closing that year's accounts, I found that I had
gained more than in any two years preceding it. Some time afterwards I
thought the Redeemer's cause had an additional claim, as the place in
which we worshipped Him needed some repairs. The sum I then gave was
L20. And in a very little time afterwards I received L40 which I had
long given up as lost."
Our Master's service is our liberty. We count it our joy to run in the
way of His commandments. And if the worldling pities us and says, "Poor
man, how he must deny himself!" We reply, "In one sense it is true, but
in another, our best self is fed and satisfied and feasted when we deny
self. The duties we perform are not performed as duties, but as
privileges. We do not run into them at all because we feel forced to do
so, but because we love them. We confess that religion has cost us our
spirit, our soul, our body. And our only regret is we have not more
that we can give to the cause of Christ. We think we can stand at the
foot of the Savior's Cross and say–
"Now for the love I bear His name, What was my gain I count my loss.
My former pride I call my shame, And nail my glory to His Cross. Yes,
and I must and will esteem All things but loss for Jesus' sake
may my soul be found in Him, And of His righteousness partake!"
Religion, then, takes away from us nothing but what we are glad to
lose. And it asks nothing of us but what we are too glad to give. And
it returns to us in ten thousand ways all that it takes from us. It
gives us blessings of the upper and of the nether springs. It comforts
us in life, it cheers us in death. It makes us so happy that we can say
with Watts–
"I would not change my blessed estate
For all the world calls good or great;
And while my faith can keep her hold,
1 envy not the sinner's gold."
IV. In the last place, THE TRUE FARE OF GODLINESS IS ALREADY PAID–NOT
BY US–BUT BY OUR LORD JESUS. Jonah paid his fare from Joppa to
Tarshish, but I never find that he paid any fare back. The conveyance
which brought him to land was far cheaper than the ship of Tarshish,
though not quite so comfortable. He came back to land with no expense
to himself whatever!
So we must pay much and do much in order to be cast away–but the way
of eternal life and salvation is perfectly free. When Jonah was thrown
out into the midst of the sea, the whale did not swallow him because he
was a man of money, or because he was a man of merit–he was just a
needy, destitute sinner, subject to the wrath of God as expressed in
that tempest and in that storm and in that boiling sea. And there came
the friendly fish which carried him into a living grave for three days
that his life might be preserved.
And this is very much like our salvation–salvation by death and burial
with Jesus. We flee away. We trust by our self-righteousness to escape
from the tempest of God's wrath, but we cannot. At last we feel that we
are cast right out into the sea to perish and God's anger, as we think,
is hot against us. There is no good thing in us, nothing upon which we
can rely. We see no hope of escape. Just then the death of Christ,
which was our greatest crime–which seems as though it would destroy
us– takes us into its friendly shelter and in it we go to the bottoms
of the mountains.
In it we descend till all the waves and billows of God's wrath have
rolled over us. And in it we are securely landed, to praise the name
and love of God. When our extremity comes and there is none to help,
then God prepares the way of deliverance for us, His people. Hear me
for one moment, my Brothers and Sisters, this morning. We have sinned!
God help us to feel the sin! Grievously have we offended against God by
flying in His face and going where He would not have us go!
Can we return? We have paid our fare to go to the place of destruction,
but we have no means to pay our fare to Heaven. Penniless, stripped of
all hope in ourselves, is there any way by which we can return–by
which we can find eternal life? There is! There is–if we give
ourselves up wholly to God, confessing our sins and if our soul rests
alone upon the finished work of the great salvation provided in Christ
Jesus. We need not fear because we have nothing. Our God, who has
everything, asks nothing from us. He does not save us because we are
righteous, but because He is gracious. He will not deliver us because
there is something good in us–but because there is everything good in
Himself.
Let me say to those of you who are sleeping this morning, careless of
your fate–If you sleep much longer, you may wake up where your waking
will be terrible. What are you doing, O you Sleepers! Rise! I remind
you of your future doom, of your present danger. O Spirit of God,
arouse them! And if awakened, you cry, "What must I do to be saved?"
The answer comes, "Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and you shall be
saved."
Though you can see no means of escape, yet there is a means provided by
God! And when you are cast out from the ship, have left all other
confidence and think that God's sea of wrath will cover you up–then
Christ, who has been prepared of old as our great Deliverer, shall take
you and bear you safely to the land of eternal Glory. I would God that
you were made to forsake the way of the Destroyer and led in the way of
peace, that He might have all the praise forever. May He bless these
poor, feeble, but well-intended remarks, for Jesus' sake. Amen.